shit of mine ; poetry

💫Wish💫

this is the first thing I've ever written in English, I think I was 12 or 13, i don't remember very well, but yeah, it started as a wholesome song but now it has kind of a deep meaning, it's  practically about the fact that I hate myself and I'm always comparing myself to others so I wish I was someone else. Well, that is my interpretation.
also it's a bit cringy but damn it, I wAs A cHilD

Anyways, here it is

Wish

{v e r s e}
I wish
I was taller
I wish
I was thin
I wish i could have more social skills

I wish
I was smarter
I wish
I was sweet
I wish I could do something without crying over it

{c h o r u s}
I wish i was less anti-social
I wish i was less awkwardly tweet

I am none of these
And i know I have to accept myself
But don't forget that dreaming is free☆•..:*

{v e r s e}
I wish
I was talented
I wish
I was lovely
I wish that people liked being with me

{c h o r u s}
I wish that someday someone liked me and we would be doing couples' cheesy things

But this who I am
And I know I have to accept myself
But don't forget that dreaming is free

{b r i g d e}
maybe I dream a lot
And I should be thankful for the things that are around me

maybe I am not
the opposite of what I wish
but how could I know?

I wish I was a lot of things
I wish I stopped thinking 'bout this

cause I'm a broken human
searching for some purpose

so I hope this don't take me too much.