You might all be wondering where I have been the past 2 month's. I owe you all an explanation and a little bit about me. Read full page!!!!! Some points might trigger some.
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So I 19 from Seattle Washington. When I was a kid my siblings and I were severely abused Physically, emotionally, and Sexually by our Mom and Dad. They would burn us with Cigarette butts, drown us in a use bath, punch the shit out of us, whip us, starve us and rape us. I did everything I could to protect my siblings. I would hide my little sister in the closet and cover her ears, I would take the beatings for my younger brother who wasn't even a year old. And I would sneak in food to my older siblings who were tied to a pole.
One day I was getting beat and whipped and about to be raped when my older brother yelled at my Birth Dad to stop and pushed him away. I had to watch my older Brother get murdered right in front of me. He gave his life for mine, he was only 13 years old. It for worse from there.
One day My older sister managed to break free from the handcuffs and escape. She ran to the closest town which was 20 miles away and got help. CPS were notified and went on the search for us, they found us a month later. I was 6 years old and weighed 30 pounds, haven't taken a shower in a couple months.
My siblings and I were separated and put into foster care. I was in foster care for 3 years and went to over 20 homes. After my families continuous battle with the state of Washington and CPS, my siblings and I were reunited and split within our Family. My mom took the younger 4 including me, My Aunt and Uncle took My older Brother, My Grandparents took my Older sister, and My Other Aunt and Uncle took my other Older Sister. We were all adopted by our parents. My birth Parents we're both setanced to 15 years.
I suffer from Depression, PTSD, Anxiety. I get severe vivid Nightmares and Flashbacks. I have extreme trust issues with Everyone, but Men specifically. I have tried to commit suicide multiple times.
Skip 10 Years and we are in the present. Now for why I was gone for over 2 Months. My family and I were notified 3 months ago that Both my parents are being released early, we weren't told why, just that they are being released 5 years early. At this point My siblings and I are terrified, because at the trial our Biological parents swore to kill us when they got out. We knew we weren't safe apart so they all moved on with me.
The day my parents were being released, 4 inmates killed my birth dad, which I am glad because he deserved it, but my Birth Mom still was released. It took around a month for her to find us and show up aty house. The alarm I set off went off, and when I see who it was, and that she was carrying a knife I pushed my younger siblings and my girlfriend inside and told them to hide and call 911. Myself along with my 3 older siblings blocked the door and windows so she couldn't get inside.
After 10 years of not seeing or hearing from my birth Mom, and than all of a sudden be in the other side of a homophobic, Scary, crazy rant was terrifying. She was throwing insults at me and my siblings and it broke me down. She kept bragging and laughing about killing my older brother and how he would have been disappointed with us and how we turned out, especially me. She lunged at my older sister with the knife and I jumped in front of her causing her to stab me in the stomach instead.
My Dad, Mom, Aunt, Uncle, and Cousin who all have Military or Police experience showed up right after she stabbed me and beat my birth mom till the police showed up.
I don't remember much after that. I woke up a couple of days later in a hospital room. Mama bitch was thrown back in Prison for 10+ more years.
So that is why I haven't been posting lately. I also won't be posting for a little while longer so I can continue to heal and adjust. Just now that I love you all so much and can't thank you enough for your support. I hope to post again soon, but until then Goodbye and Thank You.
-Taylor
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