How To Love ? (Ray Ray and Tequan Richmond Love Story)

It will end, is what I keep telling myself. But its only the beginning. See I live a life the thousands of girls do. Being rape and abused by your drunk step father, a mother who works hard. So most of the time shes sleep and  never see's whats going on. No one who TRULY cares for me. I mean I have friends. Well one but I can never tell her what I go through. She probably would try and stop it but he'll always figure how to come back to me. I have a "boyfriend" I guess you can say that, but he does the same thing my step dad does. Every dude I have been with has done this and its getting annoying. I really dont know what to do. I just want someone who is gonna treat me right and ove me for ME. Their not gonna try and rush me into anything. Be there for me through thick and thin. Someone I will have a bond with. Someone who will teach me How To Love ?