How To Love ? (Ray Ray and Tequan Richmond Love Story)

Chapter 1-Had A Lot Of Crooks

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Chapter 1- Had A Lot Of Crooks

The name is Na'Leigha the baddest (hush yo mouth) shut up ! My POV my words. Anyways like I was saying the baddest bitch in the game, well the baddest in 12th grade many haters which are my motivaters . Being see me as the bad bitch that doesn't give a flying fuck about grades or school. 1 out of 2 is true, I don't really care for school but my grades stay straight so I can get into a good school, have a good job and get the hell away for Chris....my step dad. But anyway we're not here to talk about that, well today at least lets talking about my relationships. It started at 13.

My first real relationship, he was 15 which really didn't bother me because we were only 2 years apart, I loved him and he supposedly loved me, I found out that wasn' true when he was in bed fucking some hoe from down the street. I let him finish, then I waited for him to come out, so I could confront her and him at the same damn time <---(A/N that's my shit). He tried to play the it was accident card so i pushed him and her down the stairs and beat the both of them with my fist and one of them belts with spikes in them, and he asked "What the hell are you doing" I replied "It was an "accident" let yourself out" and he was never heard from again.

Age 14 my step dad came into my life. He was wonderful he treated my like his own, we did everything together such as played the Xbox, he would take me shopping, go to amusement parks then one day he stopped. he started becoming distant, and drinking more than usual. On day he had lost his job and when I came home he was angry, I asked him why and he just slapped. All I Could do was stand there in shock cause he had never hit me. I started crying and ran up stairs to my room.I layed there for most of the day wishing it had never happen, wishing I had never asked him anything and just went up to my room. He later came up and apologized, he said he didn't mean to. And I believed him. Then It got worst. It led to getting raped and abused everyday since then.

16 I met my wonderful "boyfriend' Jacob. He was the love of my life he spoiled me rotten. I was his baby girl and no one could tell me different until he got me a necklace with engravement and it said I love you forever Gabi. He said he mustve got his mom and mine boxes mixed up and he was sorry. It didnt make sense cause his mom name is Rachel. We started arguing then he slapped me. All I could do was cry. Then 2 months later, yes I stayed with him, we had been dating for a year and I hadnt given it up yet and I wasnt planning on it. On his birthday he said "I want some". I replied "you want some what ice cream and cake, cause i'll go to the store and get you some" getting and up looking for my keys. 'No you" "Hell no, im not ready' "But we've been dating for a year''. "Yeahh, so" "Your gonna give it to me whether you like it or not" He through me on the bed and you know what happened, threaten me if I told anyone he'd kill me....so I've been with him ever since. My life is a living hell. I mean I live in one of the best neighborhoods, my moms a lawyer, I have a nice car, my clothes stay up to date. I have the finer things in life, I have stuff everybody wants. I have what everybod needs, except I dont know How to love.

What did you think...Sorry if its boring or anything. Tryna get the fill of updating. Will update next week , maybe this week you never know. 

Random Thought of The Day-

Okay, so you guys know sense and since are the same word but the have different meanings ? So I dont really understand why or how people mix them up. I mean its commom sense ! 

My Quote Of Today- Haters? Here & There , Irrelevent Hoes? They're Everywhere , Fake Friends? I've Had A Few , Real Friends? I Dont Think Thats True.