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Finally getting up from where I sat on the cold, hard floor I spun around excepting my defeat. I wasn't able to do anything. Oh boy it felt terrible knowing that you're not strong enough to do day to day tasks like talk to people in class, but in this case it made me feel extra worthless.

I stepped slowly and lightly to Zen-kun. My head hung low with my bangs blocking the any way to see my face (If you don't have bangs just pretend that you put a pony tail on the top of your head or something lol) My shame was unbearable. Even thought I'm just a high school student doesn't mean I can give any excuses. I stop right in front of Zen-kun.

"You don't have to be too upset honey, things like this happen every day," Zen-kun says softly while raising a hand to pat my head. (Whoa Aizen's going out of character, oh well.)

"Is...it alright if...I can try again some day?"

"What was that, you need to speak louder dear," He bent down on his nees down onto the hard floor and the other was lunged, like a proposal position. His hands reached up to my shoulders grabbing them gently. In this moment I feel like a child. Having someone neal down to my height and comfort me. Right now, in a way, Zen-kun feels like a father. Maybe it was wrong of me to dub him as creepy.

"Can I try again? I want to save him; I want to make sure that he will feel loved and remembered," I say now looking into the surprised eyes of Zen-kun from my sudden determination. (lol undertale) "Please I want to get stronger, even if it's for the composure of my gilt for not being able to help the first time. I need to be stronger," I rant on still in the grasp of Zen-kun.

He smiles sweetly at me and pulls me into a comfortable hug. "You are undeniably sweet. It's like everything matters to you; I knew you were the right choice," Zen-kun says while embracing my small form. Patting my head letting me hold onto him tightly. My eyes threatening to tear up. "It's okay to cry for I will always be here to catch your tears," he whispers in my ear words that I can only hear. The reason I was crying was unknown. Maybe the feeling of worthlessness or unable to do a thing but it felt terrible.

"Tha...nk y-you," I try to stutter out. The scene probably made me look extremely weak but in all honesty I am. I have never experienced anything like this before.

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