Definitely not a love story

chapter 4

I woke up the next morning feeling dizzy. I rubbed my eyes hard and tried to get my hair off my face. It was then when I realized that I wasn't in my bed. Naked with only my fake lashes on, I felt a cold air through my shoulder. Where was I?

"Good morning, sweetheart!" I heard a voice saying.

Oh no!

I looked near me and saw him. It was Colin! I wanted to scream but managed to keep quiet...

"How? What? Is this even real?"  I cried.

"You really don't remember anything?" He seemed disappointed

"We had sex? Oh God now I think got something... Where's my clothes? " I asked him

"They're down there let me grab them.." 

I could see he wasn't feeling well but there was nothing I could do. The situation itself was awkward and the only thing that would help was me leaving.

Which I did.

Without telling him anything.

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Meanwhile my phone rang.

"Good morning sunshine! Where are you? Haven't seen you since yesterday"

It was my mum.

"Oh hi mum! I'm at Artemis' . Be there in a minute!" I hang up.

I then went home and called Artemis, she completely freaked out when hearing the news. After work we decided to meet at Leo's house for further details.

"Soo..? What happened?" Leo asked

"We kinda had .. emm... We did .. you know.."  I hasitated.

"Oh God! Are you serious? How?" Artemis shouted.

"Remember the game we all played? The never have I ever ? Eh, after that he asked me to go in the hotel where he currently lives so as to grab a pair of jeans because it was getting cold. And that's when it happened. I had a lot of drinks, couldn't control myself.. It's a DISASTER!" 

They tried to comfort me but there was no result. All I was thinking was his breath against mine. Him kissing me slowly. His hands gently touching my body. I felt so small inside his hug. I didn't regret it, I knew it. I just wished we had more time getting to know each other. What if he thought I was one of those sluts hanging around and f**ing with everything that walks? I sure am not! I know it! I just hope he knew it too...

I went home and had a shower.

While I was thinking, I remembered him. Oh him! The way he treated me.. I could never get over it. We were together for so long. I loved him!
Theo was my ex. The only one I ever had. I had invested so much in our relationship. We always told each other that we would grow old together. Silly little me! Deep down I knew I shouldn't trust him. He cheated on me! He never admitted tho. He was so coward! I tried so hard to forget him and I thought I did with Colin but I didn't. How on Earth was I supposed to fell in love with someone new if I hadn't moved on?

Trying to sleep sounded impossible. So I got up and decided to go for a walk near the beach.

As I was walking alone I saw Colin.

"Nice weather,huh? He asked.

"Eh, maybe.. I suppose" I answered feeling my heart beat faster than I could handle.

"Are you ok?" He murmured.

"I don't really know, had a lot of drinks. I don't usually behave like this.. " I've never felt worse in my entire life.

"I'd like to apologise for yesterday.." he finally stated.

"There's nothing to apologise, really I just don't know you and it's so weird for me since I've never done this before" I hasitated.

"So? What are we gonna do now?" He asked.