You Dont Know Your Beautiful ( A Directioner Story)

First day of summer and whilst i should be outside in the sun with the music blasting i decided to remind myself of all those horrible memories of being shoved, kicked, elbowed, laughed at and left out.

Not just that, oh no! All the sneaky remarks/comments about how i look or about my weight! Not forgeting the dirty looks, there the worst!

You guessed it, my year book. The one little book that held all of them awful memories of my years at high school. since i was finished high school wanted to throw it away get rid of all them horrible judgement about me. Get them out of my head but i couldn't. this was the only year book i ever got and although all the memories are bad they are my only memories of high school.

If you haven't noticed already i wasn't very popular in high school. Ive one friend, Jessica. Although shes my only friend shes also my best friend.

All the hassle i was getting in school stared around 2 years ago, the day i cam into school with a one direction school bag. At first i thought i was being picked on because of liking one direction. But other girls in my class liked 1d and they were let alone. So its still Is mystery why they decided to pick on me.

In case you don't know who one direction are, they are the best boy band in the world today. You might have heard there 1st single "What Makes You Beautiful." Well once i heard this i knew i was a directioner.

This song is wrote from the heart and has allot of meaning in it, because any girl like me who have been called names and who have become so insecure about themselves just needs to listen to this ONE song to even turn round and say "Maybe i am pretty."

So if your ever hurt or just need a to remind yourself your beautiful take 3 minutes and 27 sections to listen to this song because EVERYONE is beautiful even those who don't believe it.

After that song hit number 1, i realised how many fans 1d had so me and Jessica made a fan twitter account for the boys. We reached over 11k followers and we are just so happy.

I started to talk to some directioners and they are all very nice. i feel i can talk to them at anytime and i can trust each and everyone of them.

Yea so my life seems pretty good, no more school and Ive got all directioners behind me, right? WRONG! i have a dream that some says impossible. To meet the boys! They changed me and my attitude to life!

Some say once you've lost your confidence, its really hard to get it back and some don't even get theirs back! I don't believe that. all i need is for one of the boys to look me in the eye and say "Your beautiful."

Ha! Who am i kidding that's never going to happen. I just pray it will.

My mummy doesn't really bother with one direction, although they are my life she chooses to ignore them! I asked her for tickets for the concert or the signing that's happening in my city in a weeks time she just said "theres no point!"

 Your mums one of the first people you would tell if your being picked on, right? Well my mum doesn't no whats going on in school and i don't plan on telling her. She has too much stress on her hands right now. Her and my dad are getting a divorce, so i don't wanna bother her.

I feel like in a way i can relate to one direction in many ways. One being Louis mum and dad got a divorce and so did my mine so i no what he went through.

Jessica can relate to Niall, because although Niall gets millions of hate over twitter and even to his face he still comes out 10 times stronger and that's the way Jessica is.

And that's why Jessica is the only one who knows whats going on because she helps me stay on my feet. I love her shes the best friend ever. 

At this point i was walking out of my bedroom door going to enjoy the sunshine while i can!

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Credits to @CaitilinHoran for the Help, and will be helping me with the story <33

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