hey so it's been almost seven months since i've published anything and a lot has happened since then;
basically i went through one of the roughest heartbreaks i've had, spent countless hours crying on the floor, and lost all my motivation to do anything. honestly it's really upsetting not even wanting to do the things i used to love. i lost my two best friends as well as had to deal with my brother becoming a drug addict and his struggle to get help. now the school year is nearly over and the one person who i can cry to is moving to a different province, and the only other person i feel close to lives in a different country. i'm slacking in school and all i ever want to do is lie in bed and never get up again. i'm not expecting anyone to read this as it was more of a way to get this off my chest, but just in case anyone was wondering why i stopped posting,, that's why
