I Want You to Love Me (Yoongix?????)

Twenty Eight~

AGAIN WARNING 18+ (I reread my last chapter and I really did get carried away...) >>mentions of rape, abuse, etc. <<<<<

Cont.

This is insane. My mind tells me to escape but my body says otherwise. What the fuck was Hoseok planning to do to me?

"H-hobi I meant it! Stop!" I tried to lift myself from his fingers that were touching the walls inside of me but he would just push even deeper.

I looked down at him and was surprised that he was staring at me straight with hooded eyes. Fuck that turned me on but somehow it terrified me. Was this even consensual? He's fucking crazy yet I'm the one who led him in this room.

"Yoongi kitty you look so cute in those ears." Hoseok suddenly complimented and I couldn't help but blush. As if to catch me off guard he pushed what felt like another finger into me making me let out a high pitched moan.

"Ahhhnn h-hobi fuck stop" I couldn't do it. I didn't want my first time as a bottom to be so unexpected. I was unprepared mentally and I have so many questions going through mind that I was dying to ask.

"I want you. I've always watched you and dreamt of this day." He let out soft moans as he watched me take on his fingers.

"I can't. Hobi I really can't. Please stop." I thought he would be understanding. I thought that if he seen me cry then the Hoseok I knew would come back and ask if I was okay but...

"Bad kitty." I looked down at him as he said this and saw him smiling. I was on the verge of tears and he was fuckin smiling!

"Hoseok we shouldn't do this. I- I don't think I'm ready. I don't want this. Not now. Please let's wai-" *DING

Hoseok looked outside his door and towards the sound of the doorbell. He looked pissed. On the other hand I was panicking at the state I was in.

*DING

"Fuck." He got out from under me and pointed with his finger. "Don't fuckin move." He was scary.

After he quickly got dressed he left the room and that's when I grabbed my phone from the floor and texted the first person on my contact list in panic.

Yoongz: Pls help pls help pls help

Tae: Yoongi?

Yoongz: At hobi's

Yoongz: Pls come

Yoongz: I'm scared

Tae: Yoongi what's wrong?

Tae: Yoongi?

Tae: Fuck ok me and kook are coming

Something didn't feel right. This wasn't the Hoseok I knew. I didn't feel safe. I wasn't prepared for this. I thought he was just a casual stalker like Jimin but this... this wasn't right.

I quickly hid my phone when I heard laughter coming from the other room. It was the sound of the Hoseok I knew and loved. The other voice was coming from Jimin. Wait. It's Jimin!

My heart was pounding. Someone I could escape with was here! I was about to run to him but I realized the state I was in. The cat ears, the collar, the open buttoned shirt, the liquid running down my legs. I cursed under my breath.

They talked for what felt like 30 mins about topics including me, classes, and hobbies they both enjoyed.

I heard Jimin start to say his goodbyes and I panicked. I had to say something. Yell something. As I heard the front door open I suddenly heard the voice of my saviors.

"Where the fuck his Yoongi?" I heard Tae's deep voice followed by Kook's. "Hoseok is he here?"

There was silence and I couldn't tell what was happening. It was quiet for around a whole minute until I heard the front door shut back.

My heart deflated. Did they leave? They left me. I'm scared of Hoseok. I dont know who he is anymore. I wanna go home. Tears started rolling down my cheeks when suddenly I heard a gasp. I looked up and four boys were now in the door way. I was shocked, embarrassed, but so relieved.

"Y-yoongi?" I looked up at Jimin from the bed and he was in disbelief, mouth open. I could tell the other two didn't know what to say. Everyone turned to Hoseok who was standing behind them smiling like there was nothing wrong.

"Well we've been caught." He sighed and pushed through our friends to get to where I was. He sat down next to me and put his arm over my shoulder making me flinch. He began to speak again. "We're dating now and we were just messing arou-"

"What?!" I wanted to curse him out but I felt so weak and vulnerable to do so. He locked eyes with me and again I felt terrified causing me to shut up. I looked towards Jungkook through my still teary eyes and saw how shocked the younger was. I felt ashamed.

Tae was the first to speak up. He spoke in a dominant voice that shook the whole room.

"Hoseok get hyung a blanket then come with us." And to my surprising Hoseok did exactly that. He wrapped me tightly and gave me a kiss on the nose making me feel safe and warm.

Why the hell was he so complicated? Why couldn't he just be like this all the time. My whole picture about him was shattered and I felt so confused about my feelings. Did he love me or was he just obsessed? How the fuck did this happen?

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smh hobi's always the villain in these fanfics. Confrontation is next!