I feel like crying. And on the inside i guess that i am. i feel like i've been crying for a while. i feel like there's this switch. a trigger word even that just makes my soul crack from time to time. i don't know how this happens. i don't know what causes it. but all i know is that it's been there for a while. maybe even a few years. maybe longer. but at times my chest feels full and empty all at once. it's like there's this air bubble in it. and it wants to pop. i want it to pop. but it can't and it won't. it just simply, vanishes. and that's that.
