Me: "I love you, I truly do, but I understand if you don't"
My crush: "I like you, Momo, i truly do.....but i think that i maybe love him."
His crush: "Momo, I think I am in love with you..."
Triangles are simple to solve.
Atleast that's what math...
I woke up. The white walls of the room were staring back at me, only to be replaced by seven pairs of curious and worried eyes. Oh sorry...also one extremely disturbed and angry pair.
I pulled up the blanket to my eyes and gave them a stupid smile. "Hi?"
"She is back to normal" Yoongi Oppa exclaimed.
"Yeah normal her with a fever too high for her to stand up...cool."Jin sighed.
I raised my hand to my head to feel my fever. The temperature felt alright. I swung my feet over the bed murmuring I am okay and proceeded to stand up only to tumble forward in dizziness.
Falling straight into Namjoons arms I slumped forward."Okay, maybe not so good afterall" I exclaimed, feeling my body go all weak and a urge to vomit bubble in my stomach.
"Just because I am not reprimanding you right now doesn't mean I am not pissed off at you, you know?" Namjoon whispered through gritted teeth.
"Sorry"I murmured as Namjoon laid me down on the bed.
Jin looked at me with a sad look."See Momo I have prepared some food and medicines for you, stay back for today and rest at home. We will inform your professors. Namjoon you also stay back with her...."
Namjoon nodded like a responsible human being and the rest of them went out of the room one by one, either patting my head or giving a small peck on my forehead.
~2 hours later~
OrderingNamjoon to stay back was probably Jin Oppa's worst decision in his life. He was boring as hell or maybe even more boring than that. God knows...
He did not want to talk to me because it would not help me recover faster. He did not even do anything for me, excepting for getting the medicines. He refused to play any games or allow me to listen to music or read a book. I was just ordered to stay motionless and try to sleep if possible. While he was working on his assignments.
"Namjoon.....please....Can i take a bath?" He nodded in a negative response. Not now, he had said. Apparently Jin would call some my friends over so that they could help me take a bath and stuff like that....so I had to wait.
I turned over to my side and stared at the wall. Namjoon was in the same room as me and we were all alone. Perfect for a confession. Okay maybe not such a romantic one. But then this is coming from a person who is so sick that they cannot get up. But, oh well who said confessions can't be made from bed.
I turned over to the other side. Namjoon specs were perched on top of his head, his narrowed over a problem on the page.
"Namjoon?"
He turned around and keeping the pencil down, looked at me.
"Can i say something?"
He crinkled his eyebrows and let out a sigh.
"Yes you can but this will be the hundredth time I will be telling you this is not the time to be reading boo-....."
"I like you"
He stopped and stared at me blankly. I watched him as his face went from expressionless to utter astonishment to a tiny blush and then back to a troubled and neutral face.
"I am serious" I whispered, before he could say I was sick.
He examined my face and looked me straight in the eye. "You are....but...I can't return your feelings"
And it was not such a great idea. From being depressed because I was sick I felt ten times more sad after him rejecting me.
Probably seeing my face, he started throwing some words here and there.
"Its not like I don't like you its more like I can't bring myself to...trust me you are really my type but the problem is........."
I looked up....problem?
"You are not a guy" he ended.
I probably toppled down from the bed with the shock that I got. He was gay???
But he was so cool with the girls...so slick and classy and full of sass combined with humour...a perfect gentleman. But then again thinking back....that was probably the reason....sigh!
I looked at a bright blushing Namjoon staring at the ground his ears a bright red. Aish...i could not even stay sad at being rejected for long he was so cute.
"No problem" I muttered and went and sat down on the floor beside him.
"You are not disgusted by me?"he asked meekly. Damn this side of him was so above my expectations.
"The hell...of course not....."
Then taking a pause and wiggling my eyebrows at him I asked him.
"So who do you like....is it someone I know or someone from school?"
At this he blushed even harder. I could see the little hairs standing on the back of his neck.
"Yeah....Jin hyung"
My eyes widened and my eyebrows...they probably disappeared they went so high. Oh my God. Plus I also really liked the fact that he was being so free with me.
"Can i ask why are you telling all of this?"I asked.
This time he looked at me straight in the eyes and pulling me close he whispered....."I consider you a very close friend and mature enough to understand my feelings"
I looked at him with admiration. But obviously I didn't like the fact that he friend zoned me so quickly even though he rejected me.....like why?
"Okay, cool...we are close friends and your secrets close with me..." Saying this I extended my punky to seal the promise.
He looked at my little finger in disbelief and giving me a huge smile intertwined his pinky with mine, sealing our pact.
"Okay...so I need to go to the washroom..." I announced as I walked out of the room leaving a happy Namjon behind.
What I hadn't realized was the fact that my love for him had not reduced by a millimetre and neither had I fully digested this close friendship thing as I thought I had.
