How I Fell For My Rapist

Chapter 2

Slowly I sank to my knees and let the words that Troy wanted to hear fall from my mouth. Time seemed to stretch on forever as I kneel there praying for god to forgive my sins. I had stopped believing in god a long time ago. I was put through so much that of didn't see the need to believe in somebody who is invisible.

I finished the prayer and stood up Troy gave me a small smile and told Nathan to take me too my room. Without hesitation Nathan grabbed me by the waist and dragged me up the stairs. Once in my room he locked the door and threw me on the bed. Roughly he kissed me making me gag in disgust. He grabbed my breast through my shirt and squeezed them making me since in pain. I could feel his erection poking against my thigh as he humped me. He ripped my shirt and bra off and started roughly sucking on my nipples, biting me at times making me scream in pain. My screams however made him bite harder. I felt his hand travel down my stomach and under my shorts. When his fingers found my entrance he stuck them inside moving them in and out in rough movements. He finished biting and sucking on my nipples and went to my lower half he pulled down my pants and underwear and threw them across the room. I felt his tongue touch my core and wanted to throw up. He continued to lick down there for what seemed like hours. I hadn't even noticed him take off his pants until he stuck his cock in my mouth. He thrust it father and farther into my mouth making me choke. When he came in my mouth it took everything in me not to spit it out or worse throw up. He hurriedly got into position and thrust his cock into my core. The pain was horrible though not as bad as the first time he raped me.

Slowly I fell unconscious. The only thought on my mind was I hope I don't wake back up. Bright lights were streaming in through the window when I woke up. Nathan had his arms around me and was pretty much on top of me. I went to move and get up but accidentally pushed my lower half into chads lower half. He moaned and opened his eyes.

"Baby you want me again so soon," he said thrusting his cock into my core.

After he finished with his repeat of last night he got out of bed and put on his boxers. When he left the room I ran to my bathroom and got out my last razor. I watched again as the blood started off as beads and soon began to trickle down my arms. Stuffing my last razor in my drawers after cleaning it off I jumped in the shower washing away any traces of me cutting myself. As the hot water hit my body and I began to relax my mind began wander to the first time I cut myself. I don't remember why I did it, but it just felt so natural. It became my only way to escape the life that I live.

When the water turned cold I turned it off and got out drying myself off. I heard a crash downstairs while I was getting dressed. After I finished putting on my clothes I ran downstairs to see what happened. Glass was loitering the ground just waiting to be stepped on. I grabbed a dustpan and started to sweep it up knowing that if Troy saw me standing there staring at it he would get angry and make me clean it up anyway. When I had it in the dustpan I walked to the garbage to dump it in there. When I passed Troy's room his door was open a little bit. Before I could stop myself I peeked in there. He was in the middle of fucking some girl he'd probably met at a bar.

All day I did my normal routines and never once ran into Troy or Nathan which was quite the surprise. Around noon I was doing the dishes and I heard a scream from the basement. I walked down the stairs quietly be careful so they didn't creak. When I got to the bottom of the stairs the sight made me want to throw up. A girl was tied to a chair her hands drilled to the arm rests of the chair. Her feet were tied to the legs of the chair making sure she can't go anywhere. The last stair creaked as I stepped down and I heard Troy drop whatever he was holding. Before I could move Troy was there and pulling me towards the wall of tools that he kept. Which one suits this naughty girl he said pointing to the girl. When I looked at her I gasped this girl went to my school. When she saw me her eyes widened and then slowly I could see that she started to realize what was happening.