Me, My Privallages & My Thug

Intro;

Hello, my name Clarissa. I know what your thinking I instantly sound boring.. Well... I am. I stand at 5 ft 4, not tall but o'wels and I'm currently studying economics at college. I'm Cuban but I've lived in London all my life. I live in a posh area and I've luckily had a great up bringing. My mum, being a Solicitor I find she's never home and my dad being a doctor, he's always working. Yes, I come from a wealthy background and I found that my parents have always kept me in a secure bubble. I went to a private school, all my friends were practically wealthy like my family so I've never been advertised to the out side world of riches. But, now I'm in college were I'm learning new things and trying to meet people from different kinds of backgrounds.

As for my love life... I've never really had one. I've been on dinner dates and been taken to the movies but as for a real long time relationship, I've never had one. Sad. I know. Sometimes I ask my self whats wrong with me ? Am I ugly ? Or is there something I'm doing wrong?

I've started college now, I've been going for the last 2 weeks. I haven't really made a new friends, its not that I'm shy, it just sometimes I see myself as invisible. One of the ways I make myself feel good and alive, I go shopping :] Spending huge amounts of money, Bags. Dress. HEELS. The whole SHABANG.

That's exactly why I need a man. To make me feel better about my self. To buy me all the things in the world and make me feel like a princess.

My Ideal Guy.

Rich. I'm definitely not a gold digger, but I believe whats mines I yours.

Loving. I need a man that's going to be there for me no matter what.

OOH- & he HAS to appeal to my parents, well mannered, ambitions in life, smart.. You know all them things there.

Well, what can I say. I doubt I'll meet Mr. right anyways... Theres lots of boys around where I live but I don't know, I just find them so UN-ATTRACTIVE. I don't know what it is.

Or maybe its just me.