I walked to the closest park and found a bench. I should have went home to get my car but that would have been to much to do. Anger toke over me, cried so loud I bet I woke up the whole neighborhood. Everyone knew me as the "perfect girl with no problems.", that's even how I Knew my self. But now it seems all I have is problems.
I woke up and it was 4am. I needed to get back home, I had stayed away for a night, I wasn't going to stay at the park for forever right.?
I walked home and went inside. My dad hugged me and told me he missed me, and that he was worried. I ran upstairs and changed into, some light blue jeans and a nice tank top. I picked up my backpack and phone and went off to school.
I got to school everyone was laughing at me, I was so confused. I looked at my phone, there was a link to YouTube connected with my name. I saw me getting pushed down the stairs by Harry's mom. I quickly locked my phone and went inside the school.
I met up with my friends, they all looked at me. I put my head down. Even they probably hated me now. "Hey. Umm what's up.!" I asked. "Jenn, it's okay." They said and they all hugged me. I started to cry. They are true friends.
*End Of Day*
I walked outside to Harry standing by my car. "And, what do you want?" I asked. "Just a little Alone time with my dearest Jenn." Harry said and smirked. "Well I'm sorry. I don't think you can be see by the bitch that was thrown down the stairs can you.?"I said and with that I got in my car a left.
I went upstairs to my computer. I reported everything online, which soon got removed since I have special connections. I texted my friends and asked them to hang out but they were all busy. I went downstairs and Meredith was in the Kitchen. "Well, hello Miss.Jenn." She said. "Hello, my dad's girlfriend." I said with a smirk. I grabbed some ice cream. "Aren't you a little cubby for that sweetheart" she said. I threw it in her face,"oh I'm sorry, I thought it went well with your makeup."
I went up stairs and looked at my self in the mirror. Was I fat.?! I went into the bathroom. I locked the door and looked in the mirror. Was I supposed to be here still.? Can't I just end it all here and now.? I looked throughout my cabinets trying to find pills. I found some. I poured some into my hand while someone busted in. "Sup Jenn, omg Jenn what are you doing.?!" Said Andrea. I looked down at my hand and then back to here. "You'll never understand Andrea." I said. "Jenn why are you trying to kill yourself, you have people that care for you.?!" She screamed at me. "Well maybe, they don't really care huh.?how about that. What if they pretend.!" I screamed. Andrea rushed out. I looked down at my hands a threw the pills down. "This is isn't me." I sobbed.
What did I just do?
