I feel like if I do not get to see my boyfriend soon I am gonna explode. I miss him so freeking bad. I want to hear his soft voice, feel his soft hands holding mine, and, hear his wonderful laugh that is so contagious. Every time I hear it it makes me feel so happy. He doesn't know it yet but if he reads this I think he will find out. I am gonna send it to him. I will update as soon as I send it to him.