Late Night Texts(VMIN)

31

(Jimin's Pov)

 

         I finally got into my car, making my way over to Taehyung's apartment. I really didn't want to face him right now, but I knew that I needed to ask him about it now.

       I sighed, getting out of the car. I really hope that the whole situation was just a misunderstanding, but I had a feeling that it wasn't.

       I hurt to know that Taehyung's has been at least lying to me for a week straight. I just couldn't figure out what he would hide from me.

      I didn't want to assume right away that he might be cheating on me, but that's the only thing that I can think of.

       I walked up this his door and knocked, but no one answered. I knew he was home, because his car was out front.

     I knocked again and he didn't answer. I sighed, taking the spare Taehyung gave me and opening the door.

     The room felt almost dead. Usually when I'm over, everything is so lively. He doesn't even have the tv on like he normally does.

     "Taehyung" I called and no one answered back. I started to look around. I walked into his bedroom and there was a faint light coming from beneath the bathroom door.

       " Taehyung, are you in there?" I asked, knocking on the door, but no one replied once again. "I'm coming in." I said as I opened the door.

       I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Tears instantly started to fall and I rushed over to Taehyung. He was laying on the bathroom floor unconscious. I wrapped him in my arms scanning him over.

     He had a bloody razor blade in his hand, three cuts on both of his arms and two cuts on each of his thighs. "Taehyung, what were you thinking." I mumbled, tracing my fingers over the cuts.

    I grabbed a wash cloth, soaking it in water, I sat back down beside Taehyung and started to dab his face with it.

     His nose twicthed a little bit and he shook his head, but he didn't open his eyes. "Taehyung, please wake up." I cried, still dabbing cold water on his face.

     Suddenly, Taehyung sat up eruptly, then leaned back against the wall. "Taehyung!" I cried, wrapping my arms around him.

     He leaned his head against my chest. I felt him starting to sob and I just sat in silence and listened. I couldn't believe it. Someone so full of joy, now sitting here depressed and sad. This wasn't the Taehyung that I was use to.

     Atfer he calmed down, I just rubbed his back as he leaned against me. "Is this why you lied to me about working." I whispered and I felt him nod his head against me. " I didn't want to drag you into it." Taehyung mumbled and I felt my heart drop.

    " I didn't cause this, did I?" I asked and Taehyung instantly. " Do not even think for one second that it was you that caused this. I have never had someone care about me like you. This was not your fault at all. Not even close Jimin." Taehyung said which made me feel better, but I still wanted to know why.

   " Why wouldn't you tell me somethings wrong? I would have helped you Taehyung." I said grabbing his hands in mine. " I didn't want to bring you into it. I didn't want you to worry." He said looking down at the space between us.

     " Taehyung, as your boyfriend. I will be there for you always, no matter what it is. Next time, do not be afaird to tell me. I love you so much and it hurts to see you hurt yourself like this." I said and by that time both of us filled with sorrow.

      " I'm sorry Jimin! I really am, but I couldn't help it." Taehyung shouted startling me. " Taehyung, what caused this to happen." I asked and he bit is lip, finally looking up at me.

      " I talked to my dad about us. It was my first time telling him that I was gay. He verbally and physically hurt me." Taehyung said and I felt my heart sink.

      Now that he said that, I remembered how Taehyung looked at my family together with almost an envous look. It all made sense now and maybe if I would have asked him sooner, all of this could have been avoided.

     "What about your mother? What did she have to say?" I asked and Taehyun'gs features darkened. "She's dead Jimin." Taehyung said and I just held Taehyung closer to my chest.

    I cooed as I ran my fingers through is hair while he started crying again. " Everything's going to be okay Tae. I love you very much and you've always got me." I whispered while Taehyung just let everything out.

    Althought this was a hard time that we are going through now, somehow I have this feeling that everything is going to turn out okay.