He closed the journal after reading it's contents
He started crying
"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" He cried clutching the book into his chest, hugging it like it's precious
"I'm sorry you had to experience that alone!"
"I'm sorry i was self centered and ignoring your feelings!"
"I'm sorry i wasn't there with you"
If only he was there to accompany her in her last breaths
"If only u and i opened up more"
