Stuck

Breath

I closed my eyes to take in what's surrounding me. The bloom of the flowers were still here along with the butterflies that flutter to bask in the sunlight.

I was amongst all this glory and goodness that enveloped me that I didn't even notice him creeping up from behind me to scare me. When my head turn to meet his I didn't remember the longing I had pent up inside of me. He just smiled and I could feel the shock tingled throughout my system and a feeling of relief yet grief crashing through.

I didn't know that I missed him that much. I didn't know that I wasn't alright until I came into his arms. My self that pretended to be okay was now shutting down and I could feel myself again.

I could actually breathe a true breath.

Not anything could take away this moment even though it was just for a second, it had still occurred. I was happy. I missed me being happy.