“You sure you wanna do this?” I asked him before getting on the bed.
“Um, yeah .. just don’t tell my girlfriend” he replied nervously.
“That’s a given” I said trying to hide the irritation in my voice. These guys were all the same. They either wanted a good time, wanted to seem like a badass for cheating, or were heart broken. I, on the other hand, just wanted to escape reality for a bit. I was tired of the emptiness, and I needed to feel something. Anything. I just wanted to fill this void that took the place of my heart.
I sat on the bed waiting for him to take his clothes off. He needed to hurry up because I needed to get out of here before midnight.
He jumped in my bed whispering all the dirty things I wanted him to say while undressing me. I barely knew him, and I liked it that way. He lowered his head planting kisses along my jaw. Nibbling once he got to my neck. My body tingled in every area, but inside I still felt nothing. My hands inched slowly down his back pulling his body tightly toward mine hoping that this time I’d completely lose myself. But again, I felt hopeless. I could feel him hardening against me dying to enter, and I welcomed him. I winced because he entered too early causing friction but he continued on. Thrust after thrust and I slowly got wet. I let out soft moans just to fuel his pride because I knew it’d help him come faster. I could feel his body tensing against mine and I knew he was about to come. He let out one last grunt, and he was finished. Unfortunately for me, I hadn’t reached my climax, but I was used to it by now.
“That was good,” he said while putting his clothes back on. “What was your name by the way?”
Rolling my eyes, I replied “Whatever you want it to be. See ya at school. I’ll make sure to ignore you.” I walked out with my clothes and hair back in place, and joined the rest of the party people. I had to find my best friend and take her home. Not that we had a curfew, but because I wanted to sleep.
I spotted her dark, curly hair hanging off the sofa. “Hayley!” I called out. She turned slowly waving at me like a drunken idiot. “Let’s go! It’s almost 12 and we got class tomorrow.”
“Ougay .. lessgo “ she said giggling.
I helped her up and walked her to the car. After successfully putting her into the passenger’s seat, I drove off.
I looked over at my best friend and smiled. She was the only one who knew the deepest, darkest parts of me and I kind of loved her for that. She never judged me once, even though I had multiple one-night stands. She stood by me no matter how many unlawful deeds I committed.
I was happy she was relaxed and drunk. She was the daughter of this prestigious preacher, and she always had to be perfect around him and in front of other people. So every so often I would take her to these parties in places where no one knew us so she could let off some steam. She was the only girl in the house. She had an older brother and four younger brothers. Her mom died when she was 12, and her dad always traveled to different areas of the country to preach always leaving them home alone. You can say that her life wasn’t perfect, and she needed a break every once in a while.
As soon as we arrived to the house, I walked her upstairs and placed her gently on her bed. I sat awake beside unable to fall asleep due to the thoughts bouncing around in my head.
