realistic first time.

again?

The two boys lay on Jasons now warm bed , a tangle of limbs and messy clothes . Ben littered Jasons face and neck wanting to be closer .
Jason felt Ben riggle next to him , Ben who had grown to needy and cuddley these past few weeks , gazed up with wide eyes which were met with heavy lidded , hungry eyes belonging to the other boy.
Ben rolled over to sit on top of Jasons lap grinding down as he settled .
A small groan escaped Jasons throat as he felt the need to do something to send Ben , the usually controlled boy over the edge .
"Is it okay if I try something new?  Like I won't if you don't want me to", Jason sheepishly asked.
Ben knew what Jason wanted to do . For lack of a better term , Jason wanted to finger Ben . Ben had tried it on his own a week after the twos life kiss. He hadn't been very successful and it hurt his back. Although,  Ben was willing to try again with Jason.

Soon the two were left breathing heavily and only in their boxers . Jason reached over to the bedside cabinet and pulled out a condom and a small bottle of lube. Ben gulped at the sight of pure lust in the others eyes.
Gently pulling down Bens boxers , which had grown uncomfortable due to his hardened member being rubbed against the fabric. 
Placing himself with Bens legs on either side of his waist,  Jason put the condom on his index and middle finger , coating it with lube.
Brushing Bens enterence with his fingers Jason looked up hoping to met eyes with Ben , he was instead greeted with the sight of a red, blushing beauty,Bens  eyes were shut tight.
Hesatent , Jason was scared to ruin the mood , yet he asked again
"Are you sure "?
The words had barely left his lips before Jasons ears heard something he would never forget.
A hushed out and needy voice asked , begged almost .
"Please , just do something",Bens voice sounded strange as he locked eyes with Jason .

Jason pushed into Ben , slowly and waited a moment,  too long for Ben who grinded down pushing Jason further into himself. Feeling more confident that he wasn't hurting Ben , Jason began to slowly push his fingers in and out , curling them as he did so.
Bens breath hitched as Jason brushed against his prostate,  both were aware of what had just happened . Jason began aiming for that spot again,  hitting it each time he tried to.
Soon Ben was a shivering hot mess under Jason . Ben was edging closer and closer to his release.  Moaning and stuttering out a cocktail mix of pleas and curse words.
Bens hips bucked upwards , nails digging into Jasons back , dragging long red lines in their wake.
Pushing their mouths together Jason swallowed each moan that left the other boys mouth.
Coming down from his high , sank deeper into the bed underneath him, pulling Jason down to rest on top of his muscular chest .
Both boys were out of breath and coated in a fine layer of sweat.
After catching his breath enough to say a full sentence,  Ben smirked .
" So , want to do that again?  Only this time , I get to be the one doing you".
Bens question brought a smirk and giggle to Jasons face .
They lay like that for a few more minutes , neither wanting to pull away.

Notes:
You know it's really hard to find a photo that suits each chapter . Also sorry if this sucks .