high school: the farewell || BOOK 2 ✔

Trying To Fix Back

Today, I have to talk to Cameron. So, I got out from my bed, took a shower, cooked breakfast. "Morning sissy." I told Anna. "Morning sis." She said to me. "I cooked you hotdog." I told her. "Yes, I love it." She said to me. After eating, I changed into my comfy clothes, then go to school. Before going to school, I have to drop Anna at her school, then I go to school. "Hey girls!" I said to Zara, Sheena, and Shine. "Hey girl!" They said to me. "I broke up with Cameron." I told them. "WHAT HAPPENED?" Zara asked me. So, I told them about mom and Cameron. "Do you need me to punch him?" Sheena asked me. "Don't worry Anne, we are with you." Shine told me while hugging me. Then, class started. I sat with Sheena. It was Mr. Ray the Stingray. This is the last week at school. It is quite sad to leave this school, because it had a lot of memories about me with Cameron and my girls. It was so boring in class. After an hour, class was over. It was breaktime, that means time to talk to Cameron. I texted him before meeting him.

C: Cam
M: Me

M: Cameron, can we talk?
C: About what?
M: Something important.
C: Meet me at the park at 2 PM.
M: Ok.

    We texted without using a word that is romantic. I guess our relationship is over. After school, I fetched Anna then we went home. I showered and cooked some lunch for us to eat. I cooked roasted chicken. After eating, I got ready to go to the park. 4.45 PM I left the house, and went to the park. I waited for him.

    Within a while, Cameron arrived. So we started to talk about our relationship.

C: Hi Anne.
M: Hi Cameron.
C: What do you want to talk about?
M: I'm sorry about my mom killed your dad.
C: I still can't get over it. I'm sorry, I still can't take you back into my life. I have to break up with you.
M: No please, don't!
C: I'm sorry, I can't Anne.
M. Cameron, I still love you! Do you remember the times when you were hospitalized? I was with you! I didn't go to school to look after you!
C: Anne, I SAID I CAN'T TAKE YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
M: That's the problem, with all the boys like you! All of you always forget the past! What have your girlfriend did for you, you always forget! I can't take it anymore! BYE!

    I walked out of the park, while wiping my tears. He was totally silent. CAMERON AND ME ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! I went home, went up to my room, and continue crying! By the time I finished crying, I realized it was already 8 PM. So, I faster went to the kitchen and cooked Spaghetti Carbonara. Then, I called Anna to come and eat. "What happened to you and Cameron, sissy?" She asked me. "We are officially over." I told her. "What happened?" She asked me. "Because of mom had an accident eleven years ago." I told her. "Don't be sad, sissy. I will always be with you." She said to me. "Aww, thank you, lil sis." I said to her, while hugging her.

    That was us. We had fun, to cover all my sadness. After eating, we watched "13 Reasons Why". I'm really a big fan of that show. We went to bed early. Because tomorrow is the last week at highschool, and the first day single again.