The fingers should patiently unfold the bow, and the hands carefully unpack the packaging to reach the contents. Fast and greedy, and maybe a little rough.
I would not have let you in your hand and listened to your heartbeat forever, but now you're too far to hear me ... or see me again. I'd leave you lips on your shoulder, but now it's too late.
The wind blows in my hair, and the sun seems to have been lost among heavy clouds. The cold rain drops wet my cheeks and I'm sorry you're not here to keep me in my arms, protect me ...
But I'd tell you that we're just the two of us, and I'd slip my hand under your shirt. I would pick up the peaks and kiss you on your throat, then on a cheek ... then taste your sweet and soft lips. I would let you play in my hair and touch my skin that touches every touch like your silk. I would give you the shirt down ... and starting from my neck I would lower my nail to your chest stopping to kiss each mole. I would play with your tongue on your throat and kiss your earlobe ... I would tell you that you are wonderful and I let you lie down in bed. You'd pick up my blouse and start kissing every piece of skin ... You'd make me embroil and melt in your hands. You took my face between your protective hands and we kissed while I was playing with your hands in your hair.
You would put me on top of you and look at me. I would bend and I would feel your heart beat ... just like mine. I'd kiss you on your throat and tell you that you're sweet ... We went together and got to breathe in unison. I would tighten your hands, scream, then kiss you violently ...
Then I would put my head on your chest, I would fold your hand around your waist and I would slip one foot among yours. I would close my eyes and try to sleep while you caress my hair by giving me a sense of peace and protection. I would remind every touch and every kiss ... every happy moment with you and every beat of your heart. I would thank you for all my thoughts and I would kiss your forehead ... then I would fall asleep.
And the best day will be where all the dreams will come true and I'll wake up next to you ... I will kiss you and I will hate you: "Good morning, my dear!" ...
