"Poems"

... Reasons

I honestly don't know what to do anymore

Since you left nothing has been the same

I feel so fucking empty and grey all the time

I can't even cry to get it out anymore

You didn't even give me a reason

You just forced your way into my life

Into my heart, like you always do, again

You made me love you over again

And then you just left again

And you didn't give me a fucking reason

What have I done to deserve this?

It's my own fault because I can't stop loving you

I wish, I could but I just can't

I would probably let you hurt me a hundred times

And love you even more afterwards

Because I can't help it

I love you with the bottom of my heart

And I love the misery that is your companion

But please, can I get a reason at least?

Didn't you love me?

Did you love her more?

It doesn't take much. Just a reason

It doesn't even have to be the truth

I can live with a lie

I'll probably try to change whatever it is

But I can live with it 

But you need to give me a reason

A reason why you came back

A reason why hurt me again

I don't know which reason

Just a random reason

One fucking reason