You Own Me . ldw [DISCONTINUED]

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3RD PERSON

"Wanna sleep together?" HyunYoung asked Daehwi who was eating at the other side of the table

Haewon almost choked on her water, while almost everyone in the table had an shocked expression some laughing

"What?" HyunYoung said again wondering why they were acting like that

HyunYoung looked at Daehwi seeing that the boy was blushing madly, HyunYoung widen her eyes in realization

"No! It's not like that! Cuddling, just that" HyunYoung explained and put her hands up

Everyone laughs, while Daehwi and HyunYoung was rolling both of their eyes

"Sure, I'll come up to your room" Daehwi mouthed and smiles, HyunYoung returning the smile

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"Dongman just lay there" HyunYoung exclaimed loudly as the dog was bothering her, the dog was licking her face which made the face sticky, her faux silk sleeveless pajamas are full of drool, her hair that was resting carefully on her shoulders was now sprawled out in her bed, her glasses that was in her nightstand was now laying on the floor

"Hey"Daehwi entered the room, seeing the sight where the girl was struggling to get the dog out of her

"A little help" HyunYoung says, Daehwi chuckled then put the dog down in the floor

HyunYoung came back from washing her face and saw Daehwi doing something on her phone

"Hey" HyunYoung hugged Daehwi from his sides

"What are you doing?" HyunYoung asked then put her chin in Daehwi's shoulder to look at her phone

"I didn't know you had sns, and you post about me, Haewon, Mina, and Somi, ohhhhhh your quite famous" Daehwi said then looked at his girlfriend

"Sorry, do you have one?" HyunYoung asked then pouted slightly

"Yeah, and I already followed my account with your account" Daehwi says, HyunYoung immediately snatched the phone then lie at her bed

"hwihwi321? Okay, wow" HyunYoung scrolls down and saw a stolen picture of her

"What is this? How did you had this?" HyunYoung giggled feeling a bit embarrassed

"You just look beautiful there, so I snapped a picture" Daehwi lied back in bed

"Thank you" HyunYoung pulled the blanket in them, and finally had a peaceful night

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Hi, so I'm back at this thing again, I missed you Ms. journal, so now the shrink said that I should right about what I feel, honestly I don't know what to feel

I like Daehwi that's a fact, but when facing other things... I just have a difficulty with understanding my own emotions, when Jungyen unnie died I actually felt empty, nothing, not even sad or angry, but slowly by slowly I started to hate myself the demon inside me was making myself hate myself

When I killed someone I basically felt no pity, why am I like this? Am I a demon in disguise? Do I deserve Daehwi? With like this I think not really

I just wanted to give him the world, he deserves it, he is still pure and young, while I, being broken, used, a murderer, well he's a murderer but not like me

My friends, Haewon, Somi, Mina, Jinyoung, and Guanlin are the best of the best, I love them so much, I hope that they would have the happiness that they need