I talk to Clarence all the time . We're still together but I'm going to surprise him & fly to New York today to see him. I talked to him last night on Ft & I really miss him. So I can't wait to see him. By the way I'm also there to tell Nesh about my mom having Cancer. I just didn't wanna tell her over the phone.
Clare's House
Yn: *opens the door* baby
??: *laughing*
Yn: Clare *goes upstairs*
Clare: *laughing*
Yn: Clarence *opens door*
Clare: Yn
??: Yn?
Clare: Yn I'm sorry
Yn: *walks out* fuck you
I pretty much knew that was coming, I must've been a fool to think someone as perfect as him would make me the only woman in his life. I headed over to Nesh's place. Which Nesh's girl friend opened the door.
Yn: hey Casey
Casey: hey Yn how are you
Yn: honestly, I'm fine
Casey: Clarence is blowing up Nesh's phone what happened now
Yn: I caught him in bed with some other girl
Nesh: wassup Yn
Casey: oh fuck no
Yn: yep
Nesh: Clare's on his way
Yn: for what
Nesh: he said he needed to talk to you, y'all not on good terms?
Yn: he cheated & im not sure for how long but I caught him this morning
Clare: *walks through the door* Yn im sorry, I promise it won't happen again I'm sorry
Yn: you promise a lot of things that you break
Clare: not again I promise
Yn: embarrassing & you can have that little shop you bought back cause I damn sure don't want it, I'm glad I wasn't stupid enough to move in with you before
Clare: Yn
Yn: *starts crying* Nesh, your aunt, my mom, has cancer & it's aggressive
Clare: Yn
Yn: please, I really don't need this right now
Clare: I'm sorry
Yn: just leave me alone; I don't want anything else to do with you
Clare: Yn *grabs you*
Yn: *snatches away*
Clare: you think you just gonna run away from me *snatches you up*
Nesh: yo Clare, I think you needa bounce
Clare: *let's you go* I love you *almost crying* you are the best thing that's happened to me
Casey: you're sick, you need help & you need to leave before we call the police
Clare: Yn just think about it, okay? *leaves*
Nesh: Yn, im so sorry for this to be on you stay for a while; I'll fly with you back out to Atlanta
Yn: I'm not sure that I feel safe in New York right now
Nesh: c'mon Yn give me a week to get my work together & me you Casey fly out there.
Yn: okay.
Later That Night
I'm getting all types of text messages from Clare. I miss him & all but that's fucked up.
A Week Later
I've decided to call Clarence
Yn: hey
Clare: hey, how are you
Yn: better
Clare: that's good, I just wanted to say I'm sorry
Yn: it's okay, shit happens
Clare: can I see you soon?
Yn: sorry, I'm not in New York anymore I'm in Atlanta
Clare: that's okay, I'll catch a flight tonight to see you
Yn: if that's what you wanna do, I have a guest room
Clare: I'll get a hotel room if it bothers you
Yn: no it's fine
Clare: I'll see you tomorrow then
Yn: see you tomorrow
