Nina and Ross

i slipped

did i not tell you guys that i have a boyfriend? well anyways, theres this boy. Cole Baker. he was cute, and nice, but a real jerk to my friends. i started getting feelings for ross. i wanted to breakup with Cole, but i didnt know how to.

when i first moved in here, i repainted my room. i painted it a brown eyeball with yellow sparks flying out of them. and a baby blue background. it reminded me of ross' eyes. they made me feel safe. the sparkle in his eyes.. they were gorgeous. i cant possibly reveal that to ross. i must keep my cool.

ross knocked on my bedroom door.

"nina, are you decent?"

"just a secondond!"

i had short cheer shorts,a cheerleading shirt, a messy bun and glasses.

i walked to the door & opened it. i invited him in, hugged him, he didnt even say a word or make eye contact.

i could tell something was on ross' mind or something was wrong.

"whats wrong"

"n- nothing. its nothing."

"its something. i just know"

"how do you know."

"because whenever i see you, you have those gorgeous yellow sparkles fluttering around your pupil. you always have the warmest hugs, and the biggest and cutest smile. i painted my room like that because of your eyes. and the lovely sparks going out of control. yeah, ive realized that. now ross, whats wrong!?"

did i really just tell him i liked him. did i really just admit that i put his eyeball on my wall? oh my gosh. this can not be possible. my heart is running a marathon. pounding madly against my ribcage, popping out of my chest.