Something to Think About.

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Ok Quick Note Here ------> Im gonna start Dedicating each Chapter to Someone ok. So this oned dedicated tooooo @lovesickmelody6 cause she's awesome okokokok <3 So you gotta start commenting and I'll pick the next person to dedicate the next chapter to. Kay, now on with the story.

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It was great that Kellin had the heart to come over and comfort me, but I just needed to be alone for a while. 

"Guys, Im gonna go to the park, I want to be alone for a little while.." I got up from the couch where Kellin, Gabe, and I were sitting. Kellin got up with me.

"Oh okay.. Well be careful ok?" He told me. I smiled and nodded. He kissed me goodbye and sat back down with Gabe as I walked out the door. 

I was hit by a gust of wind. It felt nice outside, not too cold, but not too hot. As I walked down the sidewalk, I saw people riding bikes with their kids, playing football. It made me feel kind of sad because I knew I didnt have my dad anymore. Even though im 19, I still wish we could do stuff like that. Dont Judge me. I arrived at the park and went to sit on the bridge.

This place brought back so many memories. Especially this bridge. This is where I've always gone to when I needed my space. I turned on the music from my phone and turned the volume down just a bit. I pulled out a small, sharp, blade from my pocket. I held it in my hand just staring at it. I hadnt cut since I was 17. 

"I hope you dont plan on using that." A voice said. I gasped and turned my head to see a boy with black skinnies that he sagged a bit, a Peirce the Veil Shirt,  and black vans. I let out a smile and looked down at the razor. "Nah, I swore to myself I wouldnt ever again." I told him looking back at him. He jumped up to sit by me. "Thats good. I swore too." He held out his wrist that had about 5 scars on it. I showed him mine, but there was only about 3. "So whats your name?" I asked him. I pushed the hair out of his face, "Im Austin. And you are?" he asked. "Im Toryn, Nice to meet you." I held out my hand asking to shake hands. We shook hands and then let out a laugh. "So why do you have it, if youre not going to use it?" he asked. I didnt look at him, I just kept twirling the razor around   on my finger tips. "My dad died yesterday.."I told him. He put his arm around me. My eyes widened, my heart was beating faster, I got kind of scared. "It'll be okay.. My Sister died a couple of months ago.." He told me, pulling his arm back. "Im really sorry, Austin." I told him sincerely. He only nodded.

"So, I see you like PTV." I said. He smiled at me and laughed. "Do you?" He asked. I nodded. "What about Sleeping with Sirens?" he asked again. I smiled wide. "GOD YES. Theyre my favorite. And the singer is a a cutie." I winked and laughed. The only thing is, he didnt know I was dating the singer. "Kellin? Yeah hes pretty cool. I met him  once." He said as we jumped off from where we were sitting. "Really? Ive met him quite a lot." I smiled. 

~*~ AUSTINS POV ~*~

Wow, this girl is just, WOW. I wonder if she has a boyfriend... Probably.. Most Likely. Shes gorgeous. and She likes actual Music. Should I ask if she has a Boyfriend? Ok im gonna do it when she stops talking about Kellin Quinn......"Hey, Uhm, Do you have a boyfriend?" I asked. There was a bothered look on her face. Oh God, she either does, or she thinks im weird. "Yeah.." She finally said. Fuck my entire life. "But dont get me wrong Austin, Youre really attractive." She told me with a smile on her face. That gives me a little bit of hope. She thinks im Hot. Scorrrrre. I smiled, "Youre not so bad yourself." I winked. She giggled and it was like a little piece of Heaven. Her phone went of. "One Second." She answered her phone. She walked off kind of so I couldnt hear her. It was understandable. I just kinda rocked back and forward from my heel to my toe. She came back and stuck her phone in her pocket. "Sorry, That was my boyfriend." She said. Of Courseeeeeeeee it was. I shrugged it off. "I have to go though, but heres my number." She gave me a piece of paper. "Can I call you Maybe?" I asked hoping she'd understand that im copying that gay song. I think she did cause she laughed. "I dunno, maybe we should just text!" She yelled walking off. "IT was Nice Meeting you!" I yelled back and she waved. I walked off in total swag. <---- (omfg LOLL)

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I walked back home, where Kellin and Gabe were at. Austin was cool I guess, he was really cute though, but I have Kellin. And Im not fixing to give him up. I just really hope Kellin doesnt find out, because he'll probably flip out. To be Honest, I didnt have to go, But I knew I had to, or things would've probably happened. Everyone who was outside when I left the house were gone. It was getting kind of dark and it was cooling down out here. I saw Kellins car in my driveway where my dad usually parked. It got me excited for a second, but then I came back to reality. I turned the corner of the house to see Kellin and Gabe on the porch swing. "Moms making dinner." Gabe blurted out when He saw me. " Hope there arent tears in my food when shes done.." I joked. He fake laughed. "She also said Kellin can stay for dinner." he replied. I looked to Kellin who was smiling. "Im ready." his eyes filled with determination. I laughed and sat down in between them. He leaned back and said something to Gabe, but it was very indistinct so I couldnt hear, but Gabe got up and went inside. "whats wrong with him?" I asked looking at Kellin. "Oh Nothing I just wanted to talk to you about something." He stated. Oh Shit. He found out about Austin. What if austin was his spy? Nah thats stupid. I sat there calm. "Whats up?" I brung my feet up from the ground and layed my head on Kellins chest.

"Uhm, we're going on Tour in a couple of days. And youre more than welcome to come if you want, you dont have to, but if you want to, It'll make me happy." He said. I lifted up my head and looked at him, "I cant leave my mom, Kellin. Not like this." I told him. "Its just something to think about. Im not forcing you to come or stay, Its YOUR choice." He replied with a smile on his face. I heard Gabe yell from inside that dinner was done. We both stood up. " I'll Think about it." I sighed. He grabbed my chin and Kissed me. "Thank you." He smiled and we walked inside and sat at the table.

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