Chapter 5

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A/n: warning the chapter contains a suicide attempt if you are faint of heart or if this gets you upset i recommend you not read this is you can handle this them read on i will put this warning for chapter 6 too so with out farther more enjoy these chapters.( dont worry no one dies because i would cry too)

~bakugous POV~

I wake up to the glare of the sun hitting against my face. I groan because of the fucking sun waking me up. As i get up and get ready for school i just have a bad feeling in my gut telling me something will happen. Something not good. I shake off the feeling and get ready for school.

I take my medication and leave for school.

When i walk out of my house i see kirishima waiting for me. My heart flutter seeing him and waiting for me. " the fuck you doing at my house stalking me or some shit". " no i was wondering if you wanted to walking to school with me today". I almost smile at what he said. But i didnt just the wait of him loving wont ever happen. " if it will get you to leave my fucking house then fine". I just felt pain after saying that just pushing him away. It hurts so much. " alright hehe lets go we dont want to be late". He smiles the dumb grin. I love it so much. Its hurts to know he wont ever love me. We walk to school talk about what to do tomorrow and where to go it was like a date but it wont be ever.

~kirishima POV ( sorry it will be short)~

I just looking at bakugou so much. I just like him a lot maybe this week end i will be able to confess how i feel.but i dont want him to get upset after he told me.........everything. About his depression and his medication and his feelings. It was alittle hard to understand but i think i can help him get better or aleast not in that mental state anymore. I just want to help him because i think im in love with him. He's just the best well to me he helped me with tests and studying. I cant wait until tomorrow. We finally make it to school. But i just have this bad feeling something will happen.

~bakugou pov~
~timeskip to lunch~

The rings for lunch i check my bag for my medication. Shit . Where my medication i cant find it in my bag. FUCK i think i left it in my room. Its fine i just have a few more hours until schools over i think i can last until then. At the Corner of my eye i see deku walk over to me and kirishima leave the room.

"H-hey k-k-kacchan want to head to lunch w-with us" he says in his nervous tone of voice.

" no fucking way deku why would i si-"

" well you are just a monster after all"

I look up to see stupid grape head looking at me with a fucking stupid ass glare. But i wasnt getting and telling in no but it hurt. " i-im not a fucking monster". I look at him trying to put the best angry look i can pull off right now. " i mean you kinda are you treat everyone like crap and you just be a dick towards everyone i mean no one wants you in this class really" i just look at him no response just a look. " mineta i dont think everyone thinks that" the ponytail says kinda worried. " i means it kinda true hes just acting like a monster and a villain we dont even want him here i mean it would be better if he was dead" the grape fucking head said.I couldn't move i couldn't speak. Maybe i do need to die. Everyone hates me everyone. "Mineta the was highly uncalled for and rude no-" "no hes right" i say quieting the room. Everyone turns to me some shooked others now. I look up at them with tears in my eyes. " maybe i do deserve to die." After saying that i run out of the room as fast as i can not stopping i hear call for me. I just didnt stop until i made it to the roof i open the door and turn and lock the door. Now it time.

~ kirishima POV~

I walk back into the room after using the bathroom. "Hey everyo- guys is everything ok". All i see is everyone with shocked faces. Even todoroki was looking surprise. " i just told bakugou what he need to hear" mineta said with a serious look. " ummm what do you mean". Then he explains to me what happened what he said and everything. But quickly i grab his collar making mineta face me. " WHAT THE FUCK MINETA". I say loud as i could. " kirishima calm dow-" "YOU DONT UNDERSTAND". I stop tenya form finishing. " BAKUGOU IS NOT OK HEAR THAT HE HAS SEROIUS MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS TO THE POINT WHERE HE HAS TO TAKE MEDICATION" i screamed so loud. Everyone looked at me surprised by this. " kirishima im sor" " DONT FUCKING SAY SORRY HE COULD BE DOING WORST CUTTING OR I DONT KNOW BUT YOU FUCKED IT UP NOW I MIGHT THE ONE I LOVE YOU....YOU ASSHOLE" i start to breath normally again. I had to let it out i look around the room for bakugou. " where is he" i say i need to find him he might be hurting himself or worse.

"Roof"

~bakugou pov~

I just stare out to look at the city about it all. I just feel ready to die. The tears falling down my eyes. I'm sorry kirishima i could say i love you before i die. I take off my shoes and my jacket showing my patched up arms and stand on the edge. I just been a dick and a monster the worst person to live. " bye everyone....old ha- mom , dad , and deku...goodbye kirishima i love you". I put my foot out about to jump.

" BAKUGOU WAIT DONT DO IT"

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