Chapter 2 ~ Looks that kill.

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Deanne POV

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Deanne POV

I love tattoos and art.I have so many of them because I love to show people things that are meaningful to me.
I'm an artist,an unknown artist but I still am.
I love to paint and to draw abstract things.
I have also some piercings: two on my cheeks a dermal on my right arm that's a sort of glitter that has to complete the intern of a flower.

I love makeup and this is my job.
I loved every inch of this art since I was a teenager.
I always watched many tutorials of famous and well known artists but I can tell that I learned a little bit by myself.
My mom worked as a cosmetician and she taught me a lot of things.

I always looked up to her and the passion she put in her job.
Everybody loved her works and she always been an amazing person.

She's my idol.

Now...she has a tattoos passion as well.She's tattooed in both of her arms,on her leg she has a red rose with a cobweb under it.

She has also a name tattooed on her leg...Brian.

Brian was my big brother.

He died some years ago due to drugs.

He started when our father left us because he got another woman pregnant.
I never had a good relationship with him neither did Brian but...he was devastated for mom.

Mom is an amazing person,she always loved him with all her heart.
But yet he always cheated on her.

Brian couldn't stand the idea of my mom getting hurt.
I remember that once Brian and dad had a terrible argument and hands were all over them.
They punched each other like really bad.

My brother went to the hospital and I was so angry at my dad.
How could he?After all the love we gave him,after we were his children.

He never loved us.

I got his name tattooed too.
Brian is tattooed near my head because he's always in my mind and me and mom got a tattoo together after his death where our heart is...the quote says:"After all this time...you are still here.Alive."

God

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God.How much I miss him.

How much I miss him

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Brian...I miss you big brother.
I miss your smile,I miss everything about you.
Our good times together...never once we argued.Every day your hugs and your kisses of good morning and goodnight.

Every damn thing of you will be missed but yet remembered.

I still sleep with the teddy bear you gave me as a gift...I named him after you.

When I look at him it seems that it's you

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When I look at him it seems that it's you.

You were like a teddy bear to me...only more big,tattooed,muscolous and alive.

That's what I want to do today.
I want to go to a tattoo artist and get a new tattoo.
A teddy bear maybe?
Why not.

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