Does it ever seem like no matter how hard you try to face your problems and be brave you can't move past the things that happen and the more you think about it the more fucked up you feel , It's like walking up a staircase that doesn't have an end and even though you try and you run faster and faster . You stop ..... and you breathe you sit and cry . All those things that people have said or still say to you all flood your once positive and rational mind and all you feel is empty and lost , your friends all left you . Every emotion the hate and anger the sadness and frustration make your eyes that once held that happy sparkle change to empty dull ones . You sit and cry for what seems like hours on this staircase we call life that just spirals into chaos that destroys even the happiest of people . Sometimes You can find something that makes you happy it doesn't seem so bad but when they corrupt and manipulate you into something your not that feeling comes back and there's an itch you can't get rid of . And the thoughts in your head tell you to do things that make you rethink your existence on this earth . That's when you wake up the spiral continues and people come and go so you just wait for others to come and break you worse than before because you know it's going to happen over and over again until there's nothing left to break anymore . I guess you need to know who I am don't you ,well my names Raven and this is my story.
