What is love?

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Kim Taehyung's P.O.V

'I believe he will return', I blinked my tears away as I looked up at Jimin. The tightening in my chest and the lump in my throat tells me otherwise. My mind knew I could never confirm that while my heart urged me to continue believing in us.

I remembered when we were 15. When he left me, I had a feeling he would return and he did. Out of every dramatic break up we had, I always had a feeling he would come back.

But, this time, I can't feel anything.

' Stop this bullshit Tae, he cheated on you TWICE and you are still waiting for him ? You broke up with him remember! He probably does'nt give a shit if anything happens to you!', Jimin spat out. It was the truth that I have been refusing to believe.

It was true, I broke up with him, but, because it was when I had the support and courage from classmates around me. Now that everyone has moved on from my story, I'm struggling to feel.

Jimin sighed.

He turned back at me and quietly told me ' I'm sorry for the outbreak, I just can't see you hurt again'.

' We're leaving remember?, No more unhappiness and bullshit'.

Silence filled up the atmosphere.

He was right. We were moving to Korea as soon as I finish my diploma here. No more getting hurt.

None of us uttered anything, just the sound of my heart beginning to rip apart. 

For what seems to feel like forever, I broke the silence

 ' I'm sorry. I keep on forgetting that we can be happy somewhere else and forget about our relevance here'.

Talking to Jimin has always been helpful. He keeps on reminding me that there are better things for me out there, that I do not have to continue the misery here.

' You are going to be my only family remember?' Jimin cracked put a smile as he faced me.

' Now don't cry', let's eat'.