As usual I rolled on my bed and talked to myself while crying some little tears.
Who is that guy called Louis?
I closed my eyes and flashed back at the situation where I met his aqua-eyes.
His brown hair, jawline, decent cheekbones, cute accent.I sighed.
"Cute guy" I mumbled slowly
"WAIT A FUCKIN SECOND, NO NO NO..HE DID THIS TO ME, I CAN'T BE IN LOVE WITH HIM NOW" I walked to the bathroom to take off my makeup.
"HE EMBARASSED ME" I slammed my closet and changed into my comfy pyjamas
"Ah" I rolled again on my queen bed
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I was about to close my eyes and then *KNOCK KNOCK* I rolled my eyes.."Who is it?" and no one answered
I opened the door for a bit"Hello!" that guy called Louis again.
"What do you want?" I said slowly
"Look, I really do feel bad about just now and you didn't even eat so, I brought you some packet of ramens" he smiled
Gosh, his smile is so prettyHe peeked a bit inside
"May..I..uh..come in?" he still smiledI really don't want to let him in but..
HE'S SO PERFECT, I CAN'T."Ugh, come in" I said
"Thanks..wow, your dorm is very neat, ay..it's very aesthetically beautiful and homey""It's nothing" I blushed and realised
"HEY, why are you here?"
"I brought you some ramen an.."
"No, like..can't you just give me that packet of ramen and leave?" I interrupted him
"I didn't eat as well just now and im still having a lil' picnic with you" he starts to open the ramen and put it inside a bowl
I sighed and said "fine"
"But you might don't have any appetite after seeing me like this.."
"Like what?" he asked looking at me
"This..no makeup, in pyjamas, messy bun" I said
"I think you look very cute" he said adjusting the microwave
"Ha ha, very funny"
"I mean it" he said looking at my face with a smileI blushed
"Wow, no one ever tell me that..thank you"
"I bet everyone are blind" he shuts the microwave door
I laughed
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"Can I ask you a question? Why do you still wear a retainer eventhough your teeth are super pretty?"
I opened my retainer and looked at it
"I..I actually don't need these anymore..my teeth are already healthy"
"Then why do you still use it?"
"Promise don't tell anyone"
"Alright"
"I am used to it..and if I take it off, people would judge me" I said putting it back
Louis just smiled at me
He pulled me slowly by grabbing my hands to the mirror
He said "look at this, you are pretty just the way you are..mate, believe me..you don't need to hide it, it's already here"
I was speechless
I couldn't say anything
What is this feeling? Why am I frozen? Why can't I response? Why is my heart beating so fast?*TING*
"OH, the ramens are ready!" he slow jogged to the microwave
I was infront of the mirror, speechless
He was SO close to me..
I walked to the table and he served carefully with chopsticks at the side of each bowl of ramen"Thank you" he said
"For what?" I asked
"For this..it's really..fun?"
I giggled
"Thank you too for this meal" I said while slurping some noodles
"Anytime""Why do you want to be my friend?"
Louis stopped eating for a second and looked at me
"Because you look like a great mate to me" he smiled
"Yeah but no one wants to be my friend you know..im..weird"
"No you're not..you're friendly and cute"
I smiled again..
I can't stop blushing.
-"Shit, I think im late"
"Oh, for what?"
"I play for the soccer match"
"You're in soccer?"
"Yeah I love soccer"
"Cool..just leave the dishes to me..I'll clean it up"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah..im totally fine with it"
"Alright then..thank you" he smile again.
"Alright then, bye! Thanks for the meal!" I closed the door slowly and jumped onto my bedWhat is this blanket feeling?
I feel confused with this feelingI grabbed my duvet and wrapped it around me and squeal
"HE'S CUTE AND KIND"
And i laughed while lying onto my pillow.
After all that squealing and wrapping, I decided to close my eyes, this time with smile.
:)
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Alexithymia (Louis Tomlinson Imagine Fanfic)
Fanfiction-"I can't describe my feelings for him, it's too complicated"