My first love x Penélope Flower
x July 21st; 7Ibs 2:13am xHappy Birthday to you, My Heartbeat. I'm so honored the great beyond chose me to be your mother. You've grown up so fast and I hate it. :c the first time I found out I was pregnant with you gave me a joy I'd never find anywhere else. then the moment I looked in your eyes I also found true love. all the 4am lullabies, diaper changes, face grabs, park strolls, sleeping together in your playpen sometimes and each milestone reinvented me. you're my beginning and end. the one person who's judgement means more to me than most. the family I always dreamed of started with you, my dear. we've been through a lot haven't we? how many parents out there can say their four year old baby wipes their tears and rests her forehead on yours when you're sad? I suppose your dad is right to call you a little angel because you're just that and much more. there was an unfortunate time when I almost lost you, however, the safety and love I kept giving you before your birth kept you here. I see you and I see myself physically and spirituality. that's why I'll always be the protective and open minded mum to you; you're too pure. I love you and everyday is an adventure with the best girl in the world.