scars

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Warning:if you are snitive or triggered by abusive,self-harm and depressing scenes this chapter is not for you

A/N-ahhhhh guys im sorry I havent uploaded in like 8 million years and I would be lying if I said I was busy but you have a really lazy and uncreative author.well I hope you guys injoy this chapter I will try to make it longer for you guys.Ooooo what would you guys think if I called you my penguins oof im so childish and werid an supid hehehehehehe

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I got home hoping my parents aren't awake.I slowly turn the doorknob and open the door.Unfortunately they were there."WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU"my dad screams.Right after my mom smacks me. "YOU ARNT GONNA BECOME A DOCTOR IF YOU KEEP COMING HOME THIS LATE IN FACT YOU ARENT GONNA BE ANYTHING GOOD IN LIFE WITH THA UGLY FACE OF YOURS".I dont wanna be a doctor but my parents wanna my o force me to.I can feel tears building up in my eyes but I dont wanna show it. My dad grabs his belt and keeps hitting me with it not spanking but just hitting me. My mom throws me against the wall. My parents leave.I run up fo my room and cry on my pillow only my pillow knows how much ive suffered. I got used to it buut it still hurts me mentally and physically.here I am bleeding with more scars.But this time the scars were more noticeable.I look at my counter and see the blade.The onemi try so ard not to use but use it anyway. I grab it and press it to my skin and cut my wrist. It bleeds alot but I dont die my body is use to me losing all this blood. Eventually I cry myself to sleep
~Morning~
I wake up and my whole body is sore from cuts and bruises especially on my face.I hope no one notices.i wear the same outfit I wear when I get abused but still try to keep it something I would wear on a regular day. I wear a whitw long sleeve shirt with skinny jean overalls and just put a hoodie on.I grb my backpack and walk to school.I was half way there when I heard someone call my name."Y/N!!"I turn around and it was my brother I left without him this morning."ahh hey yoongi".then yoongi looks at my outfit "hmmmmmm long sleeve shirt and a hoodie?. Did mom and dad hit you again??"he asked with sadness in his eyes.i was gonna respond until Hoseok sudenlly ran up to us "Hey Guys!!!"."ahh hey Hoseok"i say trying not to sound sad.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ahh sorry this chapter is actually really short and well yea but I tried next chapter wil be updated as soon as I can maybe tuesday also cheek out my new book kpop smuts make sure to cheek it out before request are closed I will do about 25 chapeters then request will be closed.Thank you for reading my book good day  my penguins have a great day

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