"Valentina?! What happened to you baby girl? Why are you soaked?" mother asked as she rushed to hug me. "I'm fine, its just the rain." I said with no emotion as I walked up the stairs to my small bedroom. I angrily took off my gold pleated leather jacket onto the floor as I wiped away my tears that are still heavily flowing down my rosy cheeks. I just stared into the mirror, making the mirror shattered as my anger rose.
"Aren't I pretty enough or am I not giving enough? But, no matter what he still cheated on me after him always promising me that he will never leave me." I thought to myself. I looked at the shattered mirror, half covered with pictures of me and Jason together. There was one that I saw it was us sitting on a park bench where Jason gave me his puzzle necklace, printed with my name on it. He said "I will never leave you okay, not for anyone in the world. This puzzle necklace says that when were older I'm gonna marry you okay and you don't need to say yes if your not ready okay". I never thought about marriage or kids I always tried to avoid it when he brought it up.
I got a grip on the necklace on my neck and just pulled it right off and just threw it in the trash. I ripped the photo off the wall and just started to rip it into pieces then the next thing I knew it burst into flames. Then I just fell on my bed and closed my eyes all I could think of is just all the heartbreak I just want it to go away. As I cry harder, I could feel the rain getting heavier causing thunder every now and then.
I was out ot strength by the time I stopped crying. I stared outside the window, seeing my feelings caused a storm. A storm in Los Angeles. "Well, who the fuck cares? All of these mortals are waste of space, all backstabbing bitches." I thought to myself. I crawled to the bathroom making myself a warm bubble bath. Just all I need on a bad day.
Knock.Knock.
I did not answer cause who could it be it would only be my mother. "Honey I know your in there, can we please talk I know something is wrong".
"Nothing is wrong mother, I'm fine" I said while in my pink towel my hair still a little wet from the bath. "Well I don't think causing a storm in Los Angeles in nothing honey" she said.
"Come in" I said while sitting on the edge of my bed. Mother walked in she kneels in front of me while holding my hands and caressing my hands softly. "Sweetie whats wrong" she asked as she looked at me with her hazel eyes something me and my mom had in common.
"Everything is wrong mom, everything is wrong.............J-J-Jason cheated on me" I said as on cue tears started flowing out of my eyes.
"Aww sweetie everything is going to be alright okay, everything is going to be alright it's his loss that he wouldn't have you" she said as she was rubbing my back while hugging me. "He said to me he loved me he said he would never do anything to hurt me mom am I not good enough."
"Of course your good enough sweetie sometimes your even better than him. If he don't see the beauty in you then either he don't have good taste but I know sweetie sometimes people say they love you but sometimes they can mean it sometimes they don't you just got to be careful honey" she said
"But it hurts mom my heart aches after can't people just mean what they say and not break promises" I said, I just wanted the pain to fucking end
"Sweetie if we never go through pain and hurt we would never know what being loved or being happy, just keep in mind that everything will get better I promise". she said man she is so good at giving advice.
Then my phone started ringing I caught of glimpse of the ID and it said <3 Jason<3 I just started to get angry again I didn't want to talk to him and my mom started to notice it and said to me "Sweetie remember control your emotions" trying to calm me down but it was too late the phone broke into several pieces and my mom gave me a stern look shit shit shit
"The phone was not working anyway" I said laughing trying not to get in trouble.
