The badboys target

Chapter 13

After what felt like forever , we finally arrived in Alabama . I was planning to spend a week here at a cabin near the beach / lake which my father and mother had apparently owned for vacations .

When Aaron finally realised what we were doing he looked like a five year old at his first candy store. I didn't know he liked doing this that much .

When we got inside I was speechless. There was the living room first which was bigger than I expected , with a huge flat screen tv. Surprisingly it looked very cosy.

Well actually if I were to be exact it wasn't exactly a cabin it was more of a two storey beside the beach.

Anyway back to the house. It had five bedrooms which meant one each and I was very glad I didn't have to share with Aaron . It also had two bathrooms as well as a huge kitchen .

Once we packed away everything we decided to go to the beach . While I was swimming in the sea with the boys I realised Aaron had disappeared . However I quickly spotted him with a group of girls who screamed slut.

A feeling of hurt , shock and used went through me and hit me like a bolt of lightning . I was part of his game. He wanted to use me and throw me away but the thing is I wouldn't let him have what he wanted so he ditched me for those little moo moos (cows) . Well that stung!

Before I knew I was staring at them and I started to cry . Seeing him with those girls hurt me more than I thought. What made it worse was that they were all over them like a moth to a flame.

When I looked up at him one more time he saw me and smirked . Thank gally it wasn't noticeable that I was crying .

Truth is that I guess I hold in all sadness and forget but sometimes all those bad memories come and I cry myself to sleep . So here it goes I'm going to deal with the sadness right now ;

I have been bullied 3-4 times

Somebody I thought was my friend told everybody that I had bitched about them and lied . She also attempted to persuade everyone that were my friends to ignore me.

My own family used to call me worthless etc...

Everyone I could possibly care about left me .

My best friend told me to never talk to them again for some unknown reason

A person I thought may have liked me thought I was a game he could play and got tired of me .

I was never confident and I feel down but I wouldn't change myself for anybody . There is alot more that I'm not getting into so ill leave it at that.

Without a second thought I grabbed everything needed a ran as fast as I could to the house ignoring Aaron and the girls as well as bringing the boys back. I let the boys watch tv while I stayed in my room . I refused to cry I have done of that over people . I should have known better than to trust him .