So alone in my bed, alone listening to nightly whispers.
Alone in my thoughts, alone standing in court.
Alone I stand and fight, alone I pray for rainbow lights.
Alone in the morning I awake and alone at night I sleep.
Alone I celebrate my joys, of what joys I have left?
Alone I cry out my sadness, it's all that I can do.
Alone I voice out my fears and sorrows, alone I try not to be alone. Alone what's mine and what's not..
Alone I try to make friends if I wasn't so afraid of the outdoors!
Alone when my time has come, I'll pass away.
Life after death, if there's such a thing?
Alone I sit here, in the dark. Alone I think of ways to be happy, alone I experience people being happy alone I feel so alone!
And unloved.
Alone I reach for the knife because I can't take life anymore! Alone I stab myself in the legs so I can't walk no-more! Alone I watch the blood flow, alone I feel the pain, as I do everyday and every night of every hour and second of every minute, alone I sit I think about cutting deeper.
Alone I cry my eyes out, my eyes feel dry because I have cried too much, alone I reach for the sharp knife, the one with the biggest blade, alone I cut and stab deeper and deeper my wrists bleed and hurt alone I feel the pain once more.
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