Step on the trail

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I don't know why it's unique feeling, but yea! That looks good. A child is always learning by judging the beauty of the world, a child smile to see the bright light, hopefully I wanted to become that light when I saw that light in first eye contact. That's what which looks interesting. After 3 months of my birth, as every child I started to observe things but my observation was different from other children. A 3 months baby wanted to know everything very faster, that's why at just the age of 3 months old I tried to go in deep of the world which was not possible at that time at all because of being a baby. At same time I started to talk too, because some children catch words faster, and at the age of 1 I leant to talk properly, my mother language fully. I started to talk too early but didn't walk earlier. Whenever I used to talk, I remember mama used to cry and say "don't talk in front of someone" and the good thing was that I got her. I stopped talking in front of someone except mama, this thing looks amazing but I was little bit sad because I was not able to talk with others. It was difficult to act like a kid, even mentally you are matured. If you are thinking I would be happy because I became mentally mature in too short age, never think that, because it's too difficult to control fears of the world and not to mind if someone is slapping you or teasing you, mostly children don't feel that, that's why elders make fun of them, and that's what happened with me, but the thing was, I was able to feel and understand and get hurt. I was interested in computer, but they always used to be angry on me if something happened unexpected to the computer, even if I was not using it at that time. If I was using that computer and something happened disorder suddenly, they blamed me and whenever they were using and suddenly something happened disorder, still they blamed me. Because of being a baby everyone used to blame on me to save themselves, I swear if they had understood me at that time, for sure I was gonna be expert till now. That was my dream to do something unique and make the name of my motherland Pakistan, but maybe I failed, not because of laziness but because of being support less. That was the biggest regret of my life but now it's a biggest achievement for me.

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