Lee Flynn was the one

Im sorry

Alyssa pov
I was sitting in the car with lee and Elle I was to Busy looking at lee to know we're there "bye love you guys" " I love you to" me and lee said it at the same time we started laughing the rest of the car ride was quite until we got to the Santa Monica pier we started walking on the sand just like when we we're kids this is our spot I sat down and so did lee "so what did you have to tell me" "look I'm sorry for what I said the other day" it's fine" lee looked at me right in my eyes I could feel them burning into my soul "alyssa...... I-I really lik-like you okay not even that I'm in love with you have been for years ever since I asked you to marry me well really it was when we we're 11 you came crying to me because usually you would go to Noah in once's in my life I felt needed by you" lee started to lean in I could feel his breath on me are lips touch wow I'm kissing lee Flynn oh shit I'm kissing lee Flynn rule number 9
I pulled away really quick "lee I can't do this not to Elle she's going to hate me" "why she going to hate you Alyssa she likes us together" "lee are you forgetting about rule 9" " no I just want you" "rule 9 lee you came up with that ... remember look lee as much as I want to kiss you I can't" lee just looked at me with a sad face " you want to kiss me" " yes" he ran up to me we kissed again it was a long kiss it was interrupted when Lee's phone started to ring it Elle " come on we have to pick up Elle" we walked to his car we picked up Elle and went back to the "is my butt too big" "no Elle your butt is fine" and then teuppen came up to us and said he had to talk to Elle teuppen left "oh ya well my boobs are fantastic" "Elle" we got to our house "are you coming alyssa" " ya I'm just have to talk to lee" " so are you just going to  pretend like nothing happened" " what are you mean" " lee we literally sat in my car and you didn't say anything to me right after we kissed. Was I bad or something" " no no god no I just i don't know I'll talk to you tomorrow"
I walk away wow I'm life is boring what did I even do