[with you]
it's a very good morning since it's not raining or whatsoever
i watched my step and walk into the bathroom, cleaning myself.
i sit neatly on my chair and start my skin routine which is very important since summer is coming and i don't want any skin rashes or i'll just gonna suffer
i wears my earphone and opened the spotify with the help of siri, listening to the top chart of the month
dang this group is quiet impressive, trully sincere with their lyrics
i listen to the rap these days
my mother said, rap works are just messy shit
and i don't give a damn with her opinion, my mood swings got better with me jamming these types of music
freedom, space.
suddenly my phone ring
"a call from jiminie, a call from jiminie"
aightt thanks siri
"helloooo"
"hi sweetie!"
"hi my love, where are you?"
"on my way to the desk, today's work will end pretty quick, let's go eat out tonight, i'll pick you up at 6pm"
this kid, seriously
"alright then, have a great day at work, jiminie. see you soon"
i played piano since i was 9 years old, after 13 years, am still doing it
so i choose a leather jacket and a high ankle boots. ready to go
i locked my door and continue
i believe that i hv a strong memory, i remember each steps to go and i believed in myself
i'm heading to my friend, kim rissa's cafe/bar
i walk normally and had a half day there, playing romantic/sad songs while singing
tick.... tock...... tick..... tock...
time went fast and my shift is done
"hey eun hanna, looking great today"
i frozed for a second
that person giggles, "it's me rissa ya dumb"
i clear out my throat, "eh? you got a cold?"
"yea since yesterday, glad that our shift is finally over, i almost died on stage" she hold on my shoulder to the bar
"no wonder you sounded husky.. i thought we had a new singer " i smiled
"husky or not i'll rock a blackmetal song if i had too"
we had a few drinks and my phone buzzed
"hanna, your phone", rissa helped me getting it out of my bag
"oh it's smol guy" she lend the phone
i laughed and pick up the call
"hi are you done?"
"yeah you can comeout"
"alright"
i excuse myself and got off with jimin
"sooo where are we heading" i asked while he buckled me up
"theres a place where we can pig out" jimin started the car
i nodded and we head to a place
"woahhhh smells great!, burgers??"
"wow, as expected. the food queen"
jimin drag me over and im EXTRA extra careful so that i wouldn't trip
uhhhh a new place... i'm so uncomfortable....
i was playing with jimin hands and a waiter came
"may i take your order?"
"yes i'll have the beef, 80% cooked, lots of mayo and she'll have chicken, no vege. the water will be warm green tea and a chocolate milkshake with lots of whipped cream"
"alright, your food will be dine in a time, sir"
i smiled widely...
"oooohhh looks like someone is happy about something" he holds my hand
"you know what, i almost freaked out about the green tea bc u never wanted to drink it hahahaha"
"why would you freaked out?"
"because i thought you'd order that for me UHHH WHO DEADASS TOLDS ME TO GO ON A DIET" i naggedd
"HAHAH if we were gonna eat salad than i'll order you some tea, princess"
"I- yah park jimin I DONT EAT GRASS"
he giggled so hard he have to cup his mouth
i cant believe this man.. ME? EATING GRASS??
"alright alright we can take it SLOWWW" he clear his throat
"ion gon eat that" i fast talked and i can see his eyesmiles thru this convo
"then how can we'll get marry thennnn, youre gonna make me some salad arent you??" he pouted
"make your own salad mister"
but.... marriage?
"uh- jimin"
"ya?"
"are you sure about marriage? i mean like... with me?..."
"i-"
"your food is served" the waiter comes
"i can answer that plenty of times, yes. okay holup let me get you that"
i can hear the noises, he's cutting it for me... happily
"here you go" he gave me the fork
we had diner and went to a place
"isn't the weather, nice? " he asks
"are we looking at houses, little mountains?"
"yeah" he chuckles
i hold him tightly, like my life depends on it
"why would you even ask, just hold my hand"
he knows i'm afraid of heights. but he likes it...
"just inhale the clear air" he pats my head
but i burp instead
i laughed and asks him to go home
he drop me off, i wash myself, got to bed and had a deep slumber
i dont know what has gotten into me, i feel so ease and tired
24 nov 18
