TOXIC (BTS x male reader)

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(M/N) was sleeping in bed peacefully, until Lucky opened his blinds and licked his face, "Yah! Lucky! I'm up I'm up!" She gets off him and runs into the living room. He gets up and walks slowly to the kitchen to make something for breakfast. Then something hit him, "...I don't have dog food...so I'll have to make something Lucky can eat, hmm..." then the perfect breakfast popped into his mind faster then falling off the top of a waterfall! (Whatever breakfast you want)!
It took some time but he made it perfectly! He put it in two plates, one for him and another for Lucky.
He patted Lucky on the head and realized, how was he suppose to keep Lucky? There was no way Nakashima would let a dog stay in his dorm and it was almost impossible to get an 'okay' from Bang Hi Hyuk of keeping one dog in the building! But, he definitely wasn't going to give up!
They finished their breakfast and sat on the couch; relaxing peacefully. (M/N) sighed, he couldn't wait forever and he wanted an answer soon to get rid of that pit in his stomach that's making him nauseous.
He picked up his phone with a shaky breath and called Nakashima. "Hello?" "Nakashima." "Yes (M/N)?" "Can you come to my dorm now? With Bang Hi Hyuk, please?" "Okay. We'll be there shortly." She ended the call and (M/N) fell back onto his couch. Lucky whined and licked his hand reassuringly as he had one arm covering his eyes and tue other off the couch.
A knock at the door and he jolts up. He walks to the door and opens it and unsurprisingly sees Nakashima and Bang Hi Hyuk. "Hey (M/N), we have some...news for you." "Oh, I have something too, come in." He opens the door and they walk in but soon stop as they see Lucky. "(M/M), why do you have a dog?" "Heh, uh, that's what I wanted to talk about.." "no." "Bang Hi Hyuk, maybe this will help him." "...it's still a no." (M/N) sighs, "Tell me the news and then we'll talk about Lucky." Nakashima nodded, "okay, well, the, um, the news is that, that HyuSu...is in the hospital and...might not make it... your father committed suicide, he jumped off a 15 story apartment in Ulsan." (M/N) stared at them in disbelief with his mouth open slightly. He laughed in disbelief and said with a cracked voice, "you're just joking! Right? Please tell me you're just kidding!" Nakashima watched sadly as the tears started to swell in his eyes and escape like waterfalls, "I am so sorry (M/N), but this isn't a joke." "No, no no NO! It has to be a joke! It h-has to be," he said sobbing. He crumbled to the floor with his hands intertwined over his head and his elbows in front of his eyes as he sobbed loudly. "I-I, is this r-really t-true?" He asked still sobbing. "I'm so-" "I don't want your apology! I want to lnow if you're lying to me or not because if you're lying to me I will never forgive you!" Nakashima sighed, "it is very true. I am not lying. It happened over a three ago." "Then why wre you just telling me NOW!" (M/N) yelled. "We didn't know," said Bang Hi Hyuk. "Please...leave. I need time alone." "Alright, Nakashima and I...are going to talk about letting this dog stay with you," said Bang Hi Hyuk. He patted (M/N)'s back and walked out of the dorm with Nakashima.
As they closed the door they could still hear him sobbing and only hoped that the dog was trying to comfort him.
They turned away from the door and see Bts walking to them very concerned and worried. "Is (M/N) okay?" Asked Taehyung very concerned. "We can't really answer that and you should leave him alone for a while. Let him process the news," said Nakashima. She bowed and walks away with Bang Hi Hyuk. The boys walk towards his door and Taehyung, Jhope, Jin and Jungkook place their ears on the door and hear him sobbing loudly in pain and sadness. They back away from the door sadly and walk to their dorm quietly.

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(M/N) had been in his dorm over two weeks and everyone is concerned. The fans, Nakashima, his co-worker, Lucky and of course Bts and surprisingly Jiya.  He accepted they were eitherdead or might be but he was so broken. HyuSu was so precious and young and he loved her so much and his dad was the only parent that loved him and HyuSu so much. He was just so fragile to death, but not anymore. It was reality and he hated it more then anything, everything was so unfair but it always has, he just didn't see that until. But he'll just be himself, his happy innicent self, but with more fake smiles this time.
There was a knock on his door and he opened it. It was Taehyung. "Hey Taehyung, what're you doing here? It 9 pm already." "Yah, (M/N)! I'm sorry about your family and I wanted to take you somehwere so beautiful and special! It only becomes beautiful at night so will you go with me?" Said Taehyung hopefully. (M/N) smiled slightly, "of course I'll come with you, just let me change into something more suitable." "No it's okay! You don't have to change or anything!" Said Taehyung smiling. He, himself was in a maroon hoodie with black sweatpants and maroon vans while (M/N) was in a white hoodie with black sweatpants and black and white pumas. "Um, okay. So lead the way," said (M/N) smiling. Taehyung grabbed his hand and walked out of the building happily.
"How far is it Taehyung." "I should've said it before but call me Tae and we're really close." "Okay." "Close your eyes (M/N)." "Why?" "Please?" "Fine." He closes his eyes and Tae guides him forward, avoiding anythig he might trip over or slam into. "Okay ready?" (M/N) nodded and Tae removed his hands. He gasps and his eyes were full of amazement. "Wow, I've never seen the stars shine so bright!"

Tae smiled happily, "Seoul always has the lights on so you never really see the stars much. But this little area, is where the stars shine bright all the time. It calms me down and helps me relax." "I get it. It is very relaxing, makes my problems go away," said (M/N) smiling. 'Not all of them but some of them. Some just scare me too much to relax.' Though (M/N).
"This is really nice." "This isn't the best part, today for some reason, the constellations look like they move," said Tae. He pointed at the big dipper and said," The Big Dipper looks like it's goig down and up again." (M/N) eyes widened and he gasps,"It does! That's so amazing!" "Do you know the star story of Aquila and Lyra?" Asked Tae. (M/N) nodded, "emotional about love and what not, rather heartbreaking to some." "Yeah, well, over there is....ah! Right there is Aquila and Lyra. Look closely and you'll see them connect and split apart again." "That's even more amazing!" Tae chuckles, "I know."
The two stared at the stars and talked and laughed happily while pointing at anything beautiful, amazing or silly.
"This was fun Tae, but I have to go." Said (M/N). He got up to leave but Tae grabbed his hand and pulled him down. "Please, stay," pleaded Tae. (M/N)'s eyes softened and said,"Okay, I won't leave."
They stayed almost all night but sadly had to leave. But it was a moment to remember for the both of them.
After that beautiful memory, (M/N) got better and soon became the happy and loving boy he was. It made everyone happy to see him the same.
(M/N) opened his door and saw Nakashima, "Annyeong Nakashima! Do you need something?" "Have you forgotten already?" "Forgotten what?" He asked confused. "(M/N) it's been two months already!" "I'm still confused." "(M/N)! You have a concert and a fan meet in China and Canada and you're suppose to be leaving today!" His eyes widened,"AHHHHH!" He screams and funs afound for a bunch of stuff he'll need.
After an hour or two he was done and gave it to the man who took his stuff to the car. (M/N) changed into a long white t-shirt, black pants with zippers on the sides of his pants, timberlands, a black mouthh mask and a white beanie with a black backpack.
He heard a bark and realised he Lucky would be alone. "Nakashima." Yes (M/N)?" "What about Lucky." "Bang Hi Hyuk said you can take Lucky but ONLY because he thinks you still need time to recover and you seem to attached to her to leave her." "Great. Lets go girl," he said excitedly and walked out the door with Lucky following closely behind.
While (M/N) got in the van he felt like he was forgetting something. He gasped,"I didn't say bye to Bts!" "(M/N) they'll be fine." Said Nakashima. He shook his head,"They don't know about the fan meet and concert!" "They'll br fine." "But...I feel bad." "(M/N) for the third time! They will be fine." He sighs and looks out the window sadly. He could've texted Namjoon but his phone was dead until they get to the airport. 'I hope you're right Nakashima because if you're not, guilt will consume me even more than it already has.'

~Somewhere Else~

"Hey, does anyone know where (M/N) is?"

Hewo! So all I was going to say was that I'm changing the fandom name from Royals to Knights because it sounded better and made more sense. Thank you for the new name @taetozier!