All Of Us

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He stands over me, scared I just do as he has told me and I stay in my kneeling position not moving.
'Why don't you listen Jamie? I have to punish you now you didn't listen to me' a tear runs down my cheek because I know what the means. 'But d...' escapes my lips. 'Don't talk back to me!' He says yelling while hitting me hard across the face. "You will be a good girl!' He demands 'Won't you?' I look at him and nod 'Yes sir, I'm sorry sir'. I never understood why Kevin is like this, I'm always his punching bag.

'I will deal with you later Jamie, go to your room' I nod and with that I bolt up the stairs almost tripping up on my feet as I go. I jump onto my bed and lay down, pulling out my phone I see I have a text from Ethan.
It reads: when can I come see you? I text him back with I don't know and then a smiley face. Ethan's my best friend but I've always wished for more, we have know each other for quite a long time ever since end of primary school and I kinda have a huge crush on him. He's incredibly cute, spectacular, smart, fit, probably around five foot nine and still counting. The best part I like about him is he is not much older then me he's seventeen.

Ethan has had a rough past to and he's not even living with his parents, his dad died and his mum is off doing drugs. Ethan has a little sister about age six and he takes care of her like she's his. It's quite cute, I just wish we could run away together away from this shithole. I know I sound like some teenage girl who is lovestruck but all I want is a better life.

I hate my father but as much as I hate him I am also scared of him. Kevin doesn't treat me like his daughter he treats me like mum. It doesn't surprise me that she left him not to long after having me, that's the one good thing about mum is that she protected me from this bastard.

The sound of dad coming up the stairs making my heart jump a little bit, but I just turn back to what I was doing. My phone buzzes and I have an idea of who it might be.

Ethan: what do u mean u don't know, I miss u 😀
Me: cuz u know Kevin won't let me out.
Ethan: why don't u just leave?
Me: it's not that easy
Ethan: please talk to me J why can't u leave?
Me: cuz.. I just can't ok so just drop it!
Ethan: I'm sorry J I didn't mean to push I'm just worried.
Me: I'm sorry for snapping, it's just hard to talk bout stuff.
Ethan: I understand.

Jolting to dad being loud I sit up on my bed, I don't know what it is but I love my queen sized bed. It's so comfy and I just want to stay in bed all day and be warm. I used to share a room with my little brother until he passed away suddenly. I remember those nights I'd help him get up onto our giant bed and tuck him in. Before Blake went to slept I had to always give him a kiss, a cuddle and tell him I love him or he wouldn't fall asleep.

Kevin walks past my bedroom and moves towards his, giving me no eye contact as he walked by. Sometimes he can be creepy when he sneaks around the house like this it gives me chills. My phone vibrates
Ethan: you would tell me if you were ok right? Like the truth?
Me: yeah don't I always?
Ethan: it's just I'm worried about you.
Me: I'm fine!
I know he just cares but it's so hard sometimes when he won't give me air to breathe. He is the most amazing best friend I could ask for but he doesn't know how to stop.

I hear dad coming back down the hall and as he goes to walk past my bedroom he slows down then stops. He stands there holding a black long strap in his hands.
'Didn't I tell you I was going to punish you?' He says as he enters my room. I sit up abit more and I can feel a sweat breaking out. 'Please don't hurt me' I shed a tear as I say this. 'You need to learn Jamie it's the only way you will learn' with this he is on top of me. I try pushing him off but he's to strong.

'Don't worry Jamie' He says as he forces my t-shirt off, 'I won't hurt you' he pulls off my pants and I scream. He rolls me over onto my stomach and he straps me hard, leaving pain radiating from my back. By this point tears are falling from my eyes like clouds releasing rain.

'Sto....p' I mumble. He straps me hard again 'you do not tell me what to do, your mine bitch and you do what I say!' He straps harder and I feel the pain as it starts to sting. Kevin rolls me back over onto my back. He forces my arms up above my head and holds them down using his left hand so his right hand is free. I cry and cry as I know what comes next as he has done this to me many times, the reason I hate my father Kevin, is because of the way he punishes me. He's been using this punishment ever since mum died.

He kisses me neck slowly, then he bites me hard, I wince in pain as he drew a little bit of blood. He proceeds kissing down my neck to my breasts, where he bites me again hard on each breast.

Hey guys thanks for reading. Please feel free to comment and give me your advice on the mistakes I've made or how you would want things to be