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@ay(e)la- xoxo gossip girl
@luna.rxse- YOU ARE THE CUTEST 🖤💛🧡🖤💜💚💗💗💛💜💜❤️💕💕💙💗💛💜💜💛💗💞💞💓
@mattespinosa- ok I guess😐
@sighfreya- BiG nUt 💦
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@mattespinosa- take her swimming on the first date🙂
@luna.rxse- nah I'm fine
@graysondolan- awwwwww babbbeeee😝😝😝
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@luna.rxse- Calvin's
@user1- ew
@user2- why is Ethan going back to her???????
@user3- I think Matt's caption was about her ugh slut
@ethandolan^ she's not a slut
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Luna's p.o.v
As I hugged Ayla goodbye and shut my front door I went upstairs to change and get ready for bed.
These past few weeks since the Ethan situation have been hell, I'm always in a shitty mood i never feel happy.
As I was showering I decided to do something I haven't done since before my dad re married.
I cut
I forgot how good it felt. The amount of internal pain it releases. I watched as the blood dripped down my leg and flowed down the drain.
I couldn't stop thinking about how disappointed Matthew Ayla Freya and Grayson will be whe- if they find out which I'll make sure they won't. They can't.4 hours later
It's been 4 hours and I still can't sleep. I'm laying in bed starring at my ceiling, I couldn't get Ethan's comment out of my head the thought of it made my heart feel warm but then all the terrible actions he did came flooding back and before I knew it I had countless tears streaming down my face. I really wish what happened didn't I wish I never kissed him back or answered that stupid text on instagram "IM SO DUMB" I sobbed, luckily my dad and step mom were on a "business trip" so I could be as loud as I wanted. I sobbed until I fell asleep, still shaking through out the night from the amount of crying that I had done. I just want this all to end
It needs to end
All of it.
YOU ARE READING
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