My Mate's An Alpha

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🐺luke🐺

As I was watching Avery run away I kept thinking to my self that I'm a dumb ass 'you are a dumb ass you were supposed to protect her and not hurt her but your are a dumb ass ,I hate you and I'm not talking to you until you get her back you FUCKTARD!!!!!!' Blake said to me."I know, I'm stupid and I regret it I'm the worst mate ever I feel like I don't deserve her and I should of been on her side and not on Carries instead"I told Blake my wolf." Really that's what you feel like not that you regret saying that you don't want a over reactive and protective mate that wants to be with you even with the things you have done and your reputation, man why did I get stuck with an idiot that doesn't care about anything other than himself "Blake told me. Man that hurt my feelings Blake has never said things like that to me. Usually he's laid back and relaxed. " Is that really what you think of me Blake, that I'm selfish and don't think of anything else except my self, man it hurt when you said that now I feel like an inconsiderate douche bag for not thinking about her feelings. The only reason I did that is so she won't get in trouble by the head counsel of wolves"I told him. "Well you could of told her that and just said that she could of got in trouble and you don't want her to get punishment for what she did" Blake told me and now I feel like an idiot for what I told her man I'm a fuck up I can never get anything right done i'm a disgrace to all were wolf kind.

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⭐Avery⭐

I was in the pool when all of a sudden Ava told me "Avery you need to listen to what I'm going to let you hear play, and promise you won't shut it out, I've been talking to Blake and he wants you to hear this okay" I was curious to why does she sound like I'm gonna shut her out or what she's going to show me. "Ava I'm not going to shut you out okay" She sounded like she was not convinced so I told her "on a wolfs honor I promise you I won't shut you out okay and if I do you can give me the most biggest head ache of all the headaches you gave me" She then was convinced and said okay but I want you to go to the front yard and wait there and when I show you you will know why and I've been keeping the feelings back so when I show you this you will feel this to okay do you agree to what I'm telling you" I nodded my head to her and I know she can see what I'm doing because she's my wolf and can see what I do in my head. Then the next thing I know i feel really sad and defeated and I know it's not me because I know I'm not that sad nor do I feel like I'm defeated  I know I'm sad but to that extent no I'm not that sad. I start to hear thoughts on how that person feels like they fucked up and then I hear there conversation on him and his wolf and how they were going to tell, me?, wait why is this about me.... Luke, of course it's Luke and then I hear there thoughts on how there a fuck up and can't get anything right and that they are a disgrace to all were wolf kind. Now I can hear all his thoughts on how he should kill himself because he does nothing right and he just lost his mates trust, by now I'm up and running to were Luke is and he is in the same spot because I don't hear him thinking of a place to do it or hear his thoughts on how he would find his way around the building until now how he is going to do it in the woods, that one thought has me running even faster than I've ever ran in wolf form before.

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⭐Avery⭐

Once I made it to the border I went in and ran to the school and on the way there I told Ava to tell Blake to stall Luke and to tell him everything will be alright and that he can not just give up, every once and a while I would hear Luke listen to Blake and then Luke would just tell Blake that there's nothing to live for and then after that Ava said"Avery Blake needs to concentrate on stalling Luke so you can get to him In time before he can do anything and hurt himself "I just said thanks and when I saw the school I saw a tree trunk on the floor in the middle of the forest in my way I jumped over it and shifted in my hand form with my bikini on and as I was running I saw a button up shirt hanging on a branch so as I was running I grabbed it and put it on but didn't have the time to button it up so I kept running I was in the parking lot runnong at a human speed so the humans won't think nothing suspicious of why I'm running so fast, as I was twenty feet away from the door I saw Luke walking out with his head down so no one will see his eyes fog over because he's talking to his wolf, I guess he was so engrossed in the conversation with Blake that he didn't hear or smell me coming. As I was two feet away from Luke I ran up to him and hugged his torso and buried my head in his chest and I guess he was surprised he didn't hear or smell me coming that he almost fell but he caught his balance before he could fall and he had his arms out to his sides and looked down to see who was holding a death grip on him and when he saw it was me I looked up at him and said " I'm sorry for saying I never want to see or talk to you again I can never go that long not talking to you I need to be near you, don't be sad okay I can feel it and I already know how sorry you are, you don't no will not say your sorry okay, but hey for once for the rest of our time together you will only be right very few times and right now is one of them and I will not do any thing like that again, I will be more patient okay, I love you and i-"I never got to finish that sentence because he hugged me crying so I took him under a tree that is near the football field and has shade. When we were under the tree i hugged him close while I was stroking his hair on his head and I knew he needed time to regain his senses and some quietness to think it all through. "Avery do you really love me " Luke told me and I blushed then to make it more embarrassing Luke looked up at me and smiled at me and then hooked my face in his hand. "I do love you Luke, forever and always"