One side love - Kise Ryouta x reader

One side love - Kise is a model

Sorry I took so long for update because I've some exam and was waiting for the result.
The story is getting more... deep I think sorry about it, but love sure is something mysterious ;)

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We ended our trip with joy. Kise tries everything to get us alone, but well it was afailure, everyone did their best to stay with us only to make Kise mad xD.
Some times passed, Kise is always trying hard to do whatever I like.
Today, Kise was supposed to come get me at home to go to school together.

"What Kise didn't come?" momoi shout as I meet her in front of the gate.
"Nope... I wait for him 20 minutes but I didn't want to be late, so I send him a message telling him that I'm already gone.. do you know something? I didn't get an answer...." I asked a little worried and guilty about what I did...
"Well, no. Maybe he didn't wake up? ...No Kise isn't like Dai-chan."
She stated. "If I don't come to wake him up each morning I'm pretty sure he'll just sleep 'til 12."
"Maybe he just forgot."

I'm not in the same class as him. So I couldn't know if he came at school or not. At lunch time, worried, I go to his class searching for him... Well even if I didn't see him, I could guess he was here, since I saw a crowd of girl... Hm. Well. It's good if he's fine. I don't really care. It's not like I'm his girlfriend or like I love him. It's still not love, I'm sure... but why it pissed me?

When I was about to leave, Kise comes to me quickly pushing away the girl.
"(Na-name)! I-I'm sorry for this morning! I was walking to come get you... and... well.. a crowd of girl appear asking me autograph or photo... there were too much girl... I'm sorry."
He did seem really sorry but I'm pretty stubborn so... maybe I'll play a little with him.
"Well... you could at least send me a message or call me, I was pretty worried! I waited ya know..." He looks down...

" Hey! Who are you for talking like this to Kise?!" A girl behind me shout.
"Kise, don't listen to hear! She is just a fool fangirl" ....Aren't they the fangirl?!
"She is only jealous because you're taking photo with us!"
"Enough... I'm not a fangirl. Kise aren't my type of model if you want to know. I'm only his friend. If you like taking photo with him, just do as you want!" With this I leave ignoring Kise's voice shouting my name and asking me to wait for him. I'm not mad... not mad. 
But I know that what I said wasn't right and kind of mean... But I have too much pride to apologize now...

~~At the end of the day~~

I run away from Kise all day. I even miss they're training. I'm pretty sure Akashi will punish me...
But right now I don't care... I don't know how to apologize to Kise... 
I was heading home, when I got a message:
Hey (Name)... are you mad at me?
I'm really sorry... I can't help being surrounded by girl.
But now.. the only one I want by my side is you, (Name).
No one else. I'm kind of sad.. I want to see you smiling.
If you don't like me being surrounded by girl, I'll do my best to avoid them.
I promise! But please! Don't avoid me like this... stay with me.
Even...as a friend... I'll be happy.
B-but it doesn't mean that I've give up about making you fall in love with me!
I love you (Name). Really love you.
Kise.

Kise... you're making me feel worse. I take my cellphone and call him.
"Kise?" I asked hesitantly.
"(Na-name)! I-" He seems really surprised. Well.. I understand why.
"I'm sorry! Really! I didn't mean what I said! You're a cool model, and I love your work!"
I feel relieved to have properly apologize...
"...Don't worry...  I know you didn't mean it. You're always so gentle. Well kind of rough.."
"Rough?!" Am I? "So-sorry, it's a part of you that I love though... but everything is okay now. Just forget about it! Wil you come with me tonight for a walk?"
I didn't have a reason to say no so I accepted.