Well its 2 am again and as usual nothing to do so Why not waste ur time with my "what if" thoughts that i get every now and then after what happened.
What if i told her sooner?
What If I wasnt to much of a coward to face and look at her eye to eye?
What if I actually talked to her instead of using other people to send messages?
What If I listened more carefully to what she had to say?
What If I had just notice that she wasnt okay?
What if I was there for her at her worst ?
What if I Tried Harder?
What if i listened to their advice?
What if i actually told the truth?
What if I wasnt arrogant?
Then would anything change?
Would she still be here?
Would I become a tad bit happier?
Would my life even look a bit brighter?
Would i be more succesfull?
Would i be who i am now?
But, probably no matter how much Harder I try nothing would change would it? The outcome would remain the same and for now thats what I will believe in I Guess ill try to face the world and its problems differently this time with a smile even if its a fake one.
