By the strands of Your Hair

Day Dreams

You were in a bath tub of black water.

Surrounded by the emptiness of four unpainted concrete walls,

Alone, your knees pressed up against your chest as you hugged them in an attempt to comfort yourself.

It was useless.

Nothing but the cold feeling of the atmosphere accompanying you.

You felt weak and ill,wanting to escape.

The only way out was death.

You closed your eyes and sunk yourself into the black sea,coming to terms with your decision.

There was no turning back from here.

Then,

Suddenly,

The feeling of another human's touch caused your eyes to shoot open,

Your pores raised on your arms as you looked at them,trailing your eyes to the hand attached to your wrist.

You looked up and to your surprise it was,

Him.

His face,a plain representation of what he was feeling. His eyes, two big gleaming balls of anxiousness and worry.

His grip on your wrist tightened,pleading for you not to end your life.

He looked at you,suddenly moving closer to cup your face with his free hand.

His eyes,telling you that he was there for you,to hold you,to comfort you,to protect you all without the use of a single word from his lips.

Your heart sank just by looking at him,the sincerity in his black doe eyes,the care that formed each crease line in his face which told you,

It's okay to trust,to grow and to love.

You sat there, shivering in shock and coldness as you blinked a tear out of your eye.

The memory of your dream vanished by the sound of the men's foot steps coming your way.

You sniffed in, closing your eyes and pursing your lips in hopes to hold back the tears prepared to fall as the men made their way pass you with the new patient.

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You looked though the piece of glass in the door before entering the room which was once vacant, now holding its new owner. His masculine body spread out peacefully across the bed. His features at ease as the little rays of light filter through the curtains to rest on his porcelain face.

He was asleep.

Jeon Jungkook.

You opened the door slightly as it screeched,hoping not to wake his sleeping form.

You placed the little meal on his dresser and sat down at his bed side.

His body now clothed in all white garments.

He's an official patient now,

You looked down at his feet to notice that they've put the bracelet on his ankle as well.

Hmmm and a 'critical' patient too.

The man who constantly appears in your dreams to save you from your dark subconscious thoughts, the man who you thought only existed in your slumber,was now here, as your patient.

You could now touch him,feel him

Kiss him.

For real.

You couldn't believe how the universe had alined things in your favour,he had done so much for you,now it was your time to return the favour and you were more than willing to treat him.

It would only be a matter of time before anything could happen.

You weren't so sure if he even recognised you.

Pssshh of course not, you've only seen him in your dreams stupid.

You inwardly face palmed as you sighed softly, sitting at the side of his bed.

You couldn't help but admire his sleeping form,the way his chest rises and falls as he steadily breaths,the way his uneven lips slightly part, showing a little bit of his bunny teeth.

His thick black hair scattered messily as his forehead peaked through the strands.

He looked so perfect.

The sight of him unconsciously tapping his mouth in his sleep made you grow a sudden urge to pinch his cheeks off.

You couldn't help but run your fingers gently through his soft hair.
Each strand falling right back into its place after your touch.

Touching him felt different,you weren't used to big strong arms other than your father's, comforting you this way.

You were in a forest, wandering alone since you failed to fall asleep that night until Jungkook found you.

You sat outside a wooden cabin with him as the bun fire contrasted with the chills of the cold night. You sat in between him,his legs enclosed around you as his arms wrapped around your neck in a protective manner like a thick wool scarf.

You both stared at the man-made flames you created while cuddled in each other's arms.

'I love you.'

He spoke before placing a warm moist peck to your cheek.

As he lifted his lips from your skin, the wind blew over the part he had kissed,making you shudder.

Your features soften, a smile gently resting on your face as you mentally recall another dream.

Your attention now,fully on the man before you,your hands moving from his hair to caress his cheek.

If only he knew how much he'd done for me.

You looked at him as you thought to yourself that maybe what you were feeling was wrong.

You hoped that you weren't mental yourself and wished that some type of sign would show up reassuring you that what you were feeling was right.

If it were forbidden to fall in love with your own patient then you were willing to risk it all.

But that sign was too far from approaching. On the bright side,you were grateful to know that he was real.

You sighed before getting up. As you turned to head for the door you felt something grab your wrist making you freeze in your stance.

But it wasn't something,

It was someone and that someone was,

Jungkook.

He sat up from his bed holding onto your wrist as your back faced him, he parted his lips to speak, his voice masculine yet needy,

"S-Stay, please."

Huh guess that sign came sooner than I thought.

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