Over Dramatic

Chapter 3: Our Possessions

**** Trigger Warning. Self-harm involved. If you trigger easily DO NOT READ!!!!****

***Josh's POV***

After we finished the song we went straight to bed. We have slept in the same bed before, but this time it felt different. I don't know what It is, but her touch seemed...... warmer, her hair.... softer, her breath.... hypnotizing. I've never want to be this close to her, or anyone for that fact, but now I don't want to let her go, EVER.

A phone ringing brought me back to reality. It was Allie's phone, she was fast asleep, so I answered it. I wish that I would have let her voicemail get it, but on the other end was the man I hated the most..... Dakota.

"Hello," I answered.

"Who the fuck is this?! I knew she was a tramp. Fucking everything that has a dick!" I left the room so I didn't wake Allie and I replied,"Excuse me, for your information she has not "fucked" me," I put emphasizes on "fucked", "and that won't happen. It was your dumbass that ran her out of the house. If you wouldn't have hit her across the fucking face, she would have stayed there, and wouldn't be here!"

"That little bitch, what all did she tell you?! Next time that I see her I'm gonna kill her!" He growled that last part to himself.

"She didn't tell me a damn thing, if you even lay another finger on her, I'll fuckin' kill you!" With that I hung up and restrained myself from throwing Allie's phone.

I left the room so I wouldn't wake Allie up, but that didn't work. I shouldn't of raised my voice so high. I couldn't help it I just want to kill that bastard. Not only did Allie come running so did my parents. Fuck me!

***Allie's POV***

I wake up to Josh yelling at someone. As I ran out of Josh's room I hear him say, "She didn't tell me a damn thing. If you lay another hand on her, I'll fuckin' kill you!"

Shit, his mom and dad came running out in their robes and slippers. "Honey, what are you yelling for?" Mrs. Ramsay asked. He looked down at what was in his hands, my phone. I knew exactly who he was threating, but how did he find out?

I snatched my phone from Josh's hand and ran straight to his bathroom, slamming and locking the door. I searched through my makeup bag looking for my tiny possession and finding it as quickly as Josh got to the door. I heard him say "Alexandria we had a fucking deal, please don't do this." He knew exactly what I was gonna do, well..... He had an idea.

Before we fell asleep we had made a deal that we would quit and dispose of all the blades when we woke up in the morning, but I couldn't stop myself. I needed it, I deserved it, besides if Dakota found out that Josh knew, he would seriously fuck me up, or worse kill me. With that thought I cut deep into my skin, going vertical this time, instead of horizontal like usual. After I finished with my right arm I let the blade tear into my left arm, from my wrist almost to the bend of my arm. I finished and laid the blade down beside me and sat there waiting for the darkness to take over. I had to do this, I needed to do this, shit I deserved every bit of it. If I didn't Dakota would, but he would make me suffer, this was much easier and would be a whole lot quicker.

The darkened edges in my vision were growing rapidly, but I could still make out a tall figure in the door way, and I could hardly here his voice, but I heard most of what he had to say, "No, no, no please Allie stay with me, they're on their way. No, no, no Allie I love you, please. I love you! Dammit Allie I love you so damn much, for fucks sake Alexandria, you are my-" he was cut off by the coldness running through my body.

***Josh's POV***

I was panicking, I was yelling, telling her how I feel. I thought maybe she would want to fight..... For me.

She tried to say something, that I didn't catch the first time because it came out distorted and hoarse, but I caught her last words, "Josh, I love you. I always have. I know you don't mean what you said, but it's ok. I will take your kindness with me, tell Mom that I love her. Please get her out of that house, he hurts them. I love yo-" I cut her off with a kiss, leaned back and continued putting pressure on her arms.

Her eyes rolled back in her head and she slumped down into my arms. All I could do was cry as I held her broken little body in my arms. I loved her with every bit of myself. Her once warm hands lie on my bathroom floor, her once light, bouncy hair was matted with blood. Oh my god, I hadn't even thought about the blood, there was so much of it. I had no idea that much liquid could be held in her tiny body.

I held her until the help that I called arrived, even then they had to pry her from my arms. I drove behind the ambulance, because they wouldn't let me go with her. I was imaging what they were doing to her, trying to restart her heart, or just bandaging her arms.

I drove alone because I didn't want to here my parents questions. I tried to concentrate on the road, but my mind kept running back to Allie poor, broken Allie. My vision was so blurred with tears that I ran the sudden red light, but so did the ambulance, so I guess that would be okay.

When I got to the hospital the nurse automatically handed me a bunch of paperwork to fill out, I didn't really know anything it asked. It would have to wait until her mom got here. Shit! Her mom, I haven't even called her. I took the paperwork to the nurse and told her that I couldn't fill it out, but I'm fixing to call her mother. As I start to walk back to the waiting area the nurse stopped me, "Wait, Sir do you know if she is allergic to any medications?" I thought for a moment and remembered when she wrecked her mom's motorcycle and I went to the hospital with them and said, "Yes, she is allergic to Aspirin, Penicillin, Morphine, Oranges, Coconut, and Bees. I think that is everything." She quickly thanked me and picked up the phone to tell the doctor.

I was about to sit down in a chair when I remembered I had to call her mom. So I walked outside and dialed Mrs. Pierceson's number. While it was ringing I took out a cigarette and lit it as she answered the phone, "Hello?" I was relieved when she picked up so quickly, "Um.... Yes Mrs. Pierceson? I'm at the hospital with Allie, you should hurry up and get here. She isn't in good shape... I-I'm sorry. Please forgive me. It's all my fault. I-I answered her phone. I-It was D-Dakota. I-I threatened him. I-I-I...." She cut me off, "Josh, Josh. Calm down, what's wrong?What's going on?" I could hear the panic in her voice and wasn't sure if I should tell her over the phone. "I-I'll tell you when you get here." I decided to wait. "Okay" was all she said, but I could hear the jingling of here keys.

I love Allie so much, it drives me crazy. Why would she do something like this? Why would she leave me? I didn't even realize that I was crying until my lip wavered so much that I dropped my cigarette. I wiped my eyes and started back into the hospital when I was hit in the side, hard. Whoever it was hit me hard enough making me lose my balance, hitting my head on the way down. Allie was all I could think about as darkness invaded my vision.

***Authors Note***

I'm real sorry that I haven't updated in forever, but I lost my book that had everything in it for this and I had to rewrite it. I'm still working on finishing it so bear with me. I have the next chapter ready, but I kind of want to leave you with this for a few days. :) anyways leave comments, votes, and don't forget to share with your friends!