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gaseumeun ttwigo isseo

yeojeoni neol bogo isseo

jakkuman sumi makhyeoseo

He smiled the whole time he sang his part. He was happy when singing in front of everyone who is cheering equally happy for him. His voice is heaven for the people around, it was like he's in the middle of the sea. Drowning.

There he is standing proudly and everyone wanted to see and save him even if he doesn't need help at all.

ajigeun meollieseo

neoreul jigyeobogo sipeo

naega tto wae ireoneunji

Seungwan on the other hand chooses to often close her eyes while voicing out her almost shaken voice but they can't hear it because it was just in her head. The shaking.

She started to walk towards him as the director instructed before they went to the stage. She saw him looking at her and she can't help but to look back at him in the eyes.

cheoeum neoreul bwasseul ttaebuteo dareuge

unmyeonge siganeun tto deodige gatji

nae gaseumeun neol hyanghaetgo

nae simjangeun dasi tto ttwieotgo

Looking with each other is not part of the performance, but Chanyeol chooses to open his eyes for her, looking with this beautiful red dress girl beside him.

Seungwan shrugs all the thought of him and she needs to focus rather than pitying her own self just because she felt so little beside him. Literally and emotionally.

kkeojyeobeorideon himihan bulbit

neoro inae dasi taoreuneun nunbit

machi oraejeonbuteo neol saranghan geot gata

mueongae ikkeullideut kkeullyeoon geot gata

After the undying stares, Chanyeol confidently smiled again and the train of guilt rush towards Seungwan like a horse that racing for a million dollar bet.

naui du nuneul gameumyeon

tteooreuneun geu nundongja

They both sing the song while looking at each other's eyes like how they practiced backstage. She's good but she's not being professional deep inside, she may come out to the stage being confident and all but deep down her soul she is scared, nervous and jealous.

jakku gaseumi siryeoseo

ichyeojigil baraesseo

She felt the song, okay? She sang it with all her heart. She gave her best for the performance for everyone to accept her, her flaws, her sins and mistakes. But maybe it's not enough. It will never be.

Every performance she gave her best so she can run with her members without embarrassing them because she can't come up with them to the goal, to the finish line.

Seungwan always felt like they only want her because of her voice, maybe they even don't as she always tend to look over the world's media. The media turned out to be her nightmare but she still choose to dream about being in it.

(kkumiramyeon)

kkumiramyeon ije kkaeeonasseumyeon (kkumi anigil)

jebal (hoksi nega)

jeongmal nega naui unmyeongingeolkka

(unmyeongiramyeon)

neon falling you

She felt the tingling pain against her chest and it becoming more and more familiar to Seungwan because she's somehow used to it now.