Can I Ask You one Question?

Prologue

Quote of the day:
" never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."

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My name is Noelle Parker , im 17 years old, I'm the new girl at North East High, the one with the best football team in Nebraska.
You may ask why I left Colorado to here well let me explain. It was the first football game , and it was my first game being the captain of the Lincoln cheerleading team pretty weird since I'm a shy person and don't say too much , and try to keep to myself. My co captain Stacy is my bestfriend since sophomore year , but lately since been distant from me . She won't answer my texts and when I asked her before the game she told me to mind my fucking business .

A couple of minutes before the kick off I look to my left to see Nathan , I've been having a crush on him since 7th grade and I see Stacy . I look more and see that that that bitch kissed him , she knew I liked him and he knew I liked him they both knew , but here they are kissing .

Stacy looks up at me and walks over with peer hate in her eyes towards me . " this what you get for taking my spot as captain you don't deserve it , you are nothing but a worthless bitch " I felt the tear build up , but I'm not going to let her see the best of me , I turn on my heals and get ready for the game .

The game was good we won 21-3 which is weird cause we usually lose. I'm walking up to my car and I feel a warm substance running down my hair and back .

I turn around to see the whole football and cheer team filming me laughing at me while Nathan is pouring juice on me. I couldn't breathe all this attention on me being humiliated in front of people who are suppose to be my friends .

" why are you doing this , we are friends stop it !"

I screamed at Stacy and Nathan, Stacy stops her fit of laughter these words will forever be stuck in my head

" do you really think we were really friends how can I be friends with you a ugly worthless girl who craves so much attention she will slit her wrist to get it " right then and there the tears spilled and I knew I will never come back here again.